Once Again Chapter 3
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yun_miyakeTitle : Once Again chapter 3
pairing : Juntoshi, Aimiya, Yama
genre : au, fiction, angst
length : chapters
rating : pg
summary : If someone can't reach something they want the most, there are two ways available, give up or fight for it, but what if they do the wrong way to get it....
warning : only happened in my head, don't complain me if it doesn't make any sense for you and my English is poor, so sorry for that
He returned to his place, leaned to the wall and looked up to the sky which became darker, doesn’t know what to do, he closed his eyes and dozes off there.
***
Ohno was about to go home when he just remember he left his keys at the studio, something he always do recently. He cursed himself inside his mind, but there’s no other way than returning to the studio and takes his bloody keys. He walked towards the studio while repeating his meeting with Sho that afternoon, didn’t know whether he has a feeling for the man or not, he couldn’t decide yet. Besides, he just broke up with Nino, who is Sho’s secretary. Nobody knows his relationship with Nino, because Ohno liked to keep it secret for all time. But he was the one who ended it, he knows how it hurts Nino since he didn’t have any reason, Ohno just wanted to be alone for a while.
However, he agreed to meet up with Sho few times, listening to Sho’s story while having their dinner. Sho is a serious person, not like Nino who always make joke with everything he sees around him. Ohno sighed and rubbed his short hair, he wanted to erase his memories with Nino, that guy has many friends, there’s nothing would make him lonely just by losing him. He knows that Nino has a close friend who always accompany him even when they are still dating. He only know the man’s name, Aiba or something, perhaps Nino would make progress with that man who is clearly better than him, Ohno thought.
What if he do the same thing to Sho? Make Sho loves him and dump him right after that. Ohno just doesn’t want someone obsessed him too much, Nino was too crazy over him and he didn’t like that, it made him uncomforted, but he couldn’t explain it to Nino, dump him because he likes him too much, it heard so stupid and lie, so he keeps that feeling just for himself. Sho looks a little bit different, Ohno just hopes the other man wouldn’t become so obsessed with him and chase him everywhere or call him 24 hours just to make sure he’s okay.
He reached the studio and walked towards the back door, usually it wasn’t locked. There is no lamp at the back part, he withdrew his phone from his pocket to light his way, somebody had told him the horror story about this door, where many people had seen a ghost with the white gown who keeping the door for all time. But Ohno isn’t a person who believes a story like that, so he doesn’t have any bad feeling about it, until his eyes catch something white beside the door.
His first stupid thought was the ghost finally made an appearance in front of him, he walked closer but the white form didn’t move. Ohno saw the bare feet laid on the ground, no ghost has the feet like that, he lifted his hand phone to the upper part and found a man’s face. He sighed in relief to know that this man is alive from his chest movement. What is he doing here? Maybe he’s homeless, but his skin is too pure for somebody who doesn’t have a home. Ohno saw the man’s head is right on the door, it’s mean he has to wake this man to open it. He moved closer and doubt fully shook that man’s shoulder.
He did it a few times before the man opened his eyes and looked at him as if he’s an alien, their eyes met and Ohno thought he had just seen the prettiest eyes for the first time in his whole life, his sight travelled in the stranger’s face, he paused at the other’s lips with three moles decorated them, but the red color is almost can’t be seen, this man is completely pale.
“Help me,” he got his hand was gripped, that man pulled him down, their faces is just about five centimeters away. “Help me Sir.”
Ohno tried to get his hands free, but the grip is too strong, he thought this man is someone psycho who escaped from the jail or mental hospital.
“What are you doing here?” Ohno asked, he felt the strong grip in his hand is a little bit loosened.
“I don’t know, please help me,” the man kept repeating, seems he doesn’t want to let his hand go.
“What’s your name?” Ohno’s free hand inserted his phone to his pocket and they are totally in the middle of darkness.
“I don’t know,” the same answer came from him.
Ohno sighed, maybe this man escaped from the hospital, he has mental sickness for sure, he thought. He would bring this man back there.
“Please help me.”
“Okay, I’ll help you, but can you wait here, I must take something inside,” Ohno said, he took the man’s hand from his but the other won’t let it go.
“Don’t leave me here,” he begged.
Ohno bit his lips, he has no choice than dragging him inside, “Okay, come on, you may follow me,” he helped the other to stand and pushed the door opened, he searched for the switch and the light stabbed his eyes after staying in the dark place for a moment. He squinted and look at the man behind him who is much taller than him, he glanced to him under the light, too handsome for someone who suffer mental sickness. He just realized he wears a necklace, he paid attention to it, “Can I see it clearer?” he asked.
The man nodded, Ohno touched it, it was attached to the man’s skin with something like glue, he found a small letter there, “J”
“J,” he muttered.
“Is that my name?” the taller asked him with the tiny voice, almost like a whisper
“Maybe,” Ohno released the necklace and smile to the man, for some reason he wanted to know this mysterious man.
“What’s yours?” he asked shyly to Ohno who began to search for the key in his locker.
“Me? Satoshi,” he answered, he found his keys and inserted it to his bag, “So J, where is your home? I must take you there.”
The man just shook his head and eying the floor, “I don’t know, can I go with you?”
“What?!” Ohno already thought that he would call police now to report there is someone suspicious here.
“No, you can’t go home with me, I…” he began but when he saw the other’s sad face, he can’t continue, if he’s a psycho, he would already choked him by now, Ohno looked down at his hand which was still gripped tightly and he heard loud sound from the man’s stomach.
“Are you hungry?” he asked.
He saw the man nodded, with his head still facing the floor.
“Let’s find some food,” he smiled and bring J back outside, he should call police but he just can’t do that, for the first time in his life, he wanted to protect someone, he dragged that strange man who he called J to the nearest convenient store, bought him a bento and watched him eating. This is strange Saturday night, he inhaled the air, tomorrow is his off day, maybe he can keep J for himself tonight, it’s better to call the police or the hospitals in the morning, he thought.
***
“Matsumoto Jun,” Aiba read the name on the paper in his hand, he looked at Nino who rubbed his hair in frustrating way, they had walked around the town, hoping to find the dead man on the street, but it was hard to find one man among the Saturday night crowd. Aiba asked the shorter about what was written on the paper, something about the mission, planned murder and the motive to Nino, but all he got was the deep frowning from his friend, Aiba leaned his head to the bench he is sitting on.
“My life is over,” Nino mumbled to the grass where he laid, his eyes locked to the dark sky above.
“Not yet Nino, I’ll inject your formula to you when you’re dead,” Aiba joined him on the grass, he always wants to be in Nino’s side, even though the shorter never realized his feeling. Aiba knew that Nino was dumped by his boyfriend around two months ago. He felt guilty that he was glad to know Nino become a single guy again, but also sad at the same time.
Nino spends more of his time in his basement since then, rarely speaks to him, until he finished his formula, but Aiba was always there, just to see Nino’s face each day.
“Aiba, do you want to go home? You didn’t sleep since yesterday right?” Nino’s voice heard from his left side.
“I will go home after we find that living corpse,” Aiba answered, his eyes were hurt due to the lack sleep, but he can’t leave Nino just like that, he won’t let the shorter do more stupid thing.
“I thought we have to give up tonight, I am so tired,” Nino leaned his head to Aiba’s shoulder, both of them sighed deeply, the wind blow their faces and Aiba yawned, the tiredness finally hit his body.
“I wish that man were still mine,” Nino muttered from his neck with the sleepy voice, Aiba knew Nino referred to that Ohno Satoshi, the dancer he dated for almost half a year and Aiba can only hide his jealous feeling deep in the corner of his heart when he sees Nino with that person. He had told Nino that the dancer didn’t love him enough, but Nino listened half-hearted and ignored him or said that he is just too paranoid of love relationship.
“I wish you were mine Nino,” Aiba whispered, he looked at Nino’s face, the other was already dozes off in his shoulder, he wiped Nino’s cheek, the innocent figure that sink down too far because of stupid love, Aiba thought. He wished he could be the one who can give Nino something to cure his heart, he leaned his head to Nino’s, joined him to sleep there, in the middle of the park, with the wet grass below their backs.
***
Jun found himself inside Ohno’s apartment, he released his grip when they already inside. He wished he could remember something, but he couldn’t.
“Satoshi kun,” he called Ohno when the other disappeared to the bathroom, he doesn’t want to be left alone again, Ohno’s appearance make him feel secure, with no clear reason. The first man who talked to him in this weird day.
“I’ll be right back,” the answer came from inside, Jun waited in front of the door, he touched the necklace again, he wanted Ohno to take it off from his neck.
He looked around the room, there is nothing special about it, a little bit messy with many unfolded T-shirts on the bed and the table, a few adult magazines were opened above the pillows, Jun distracted his gaze to the kitchen, the only one space which look neat, maybe Ohno never touch that area.
“Everything alright J?” Ohno came out from the bathroom, he looked at Jun with curious gaze, “It’s your turn to take a shower,” he continued.
Jun eyed the floor again, didn’t want to look Ohno in the eye, there’s something about Ohno which make him feel awkward. He nodded doubt fully.
“I’ll prepare the bed for you, sorry my room is horribly mess,” Ohno started to take the nearest T-shirt from the bed and throw it to the laundry basket.
“Let me help you,” Jun followed the other to collect the T-shirts from the bed and also floor, he smiled to Ohno for the first time that night and the strange feeling appear again in his head, he had seen this man somewhere, but when? He can’t remember anything since he woke up a few hours ago.
***
Aiba was awaken by the frog who suddenly jumped to his hand, he surprisingly opened his eyes and almost screamed but quickly cancelled it when he realized Nino is sleep soundly in his left arm, he can’t move it, even though he can’t feel his upper arm because Nino’s weight pressed it for few hours.
He is sure that both of them will catch a cold at the following day, but Nino didn’t show him any sign that he would wake up soon. Aiba cursed the frog inside his mind and tried to look at his watch, almost 2 am in the morning. He can see the building light from here, the due from the tree hit his nose, he is about to wipe it when suddenly Nino speaks in his sleep, mumbling something but very clear for Aiba, since Nino’s lips is right beside his ear.
“He only has a week to live, he must be hurry”
Aiba knows what Nino means by “he”, he gulped, wherever that living corpse run, he hopes that man didn’t meet anyone, or everything would be complicated.
TO BE CONTINUED
pairing : Juntoshi, Aimiya, Yama
genre : au, fiction, angst
length : chapters
rating : pg
summary : If someone can't reach something they want the most, there are two ways available, give up or fight for it, but what if they do the wrong way to get it....
warning : only happened in my head, don't complain me if it doesn't make any sense for you and my English is poor, so sorry for that
Once again chapter 3
The sun is already set at the west sky, bring the orange colour through the thin clouds which spread all over the horizon above the town. Saturday evening is always crowd, people go out for drink or watching movies or just want to walk aimlessly with their friends, lover or just alone. Jun, who felt the tiredness is mastering his body stopped his feet at the most quite place he could find, his bare foot became red and hurt, he sat down at the cold floor behind the door which belong to a big building. He thinks that it’s enough to hide himself from people, he looked around, there is a sink near the door. His thirsty throat begs for the drink, he forced himself to stand up and fill his mouth with the water, at least it helps him to gain a little bit more energy. He returned to his place, leaned to the wall and looked up to the sky which became darker, doesn’t know what to do, he closed his eyes and dozes off there.
***
Ohno was about to go home when he just remember he left his keys at the studio, something he always do recently. He cursed himself inside his mind, but there’s no other way than returning to the studio and takes his bloody keys. He walked towards the studio while repeating his meeting with Sho that afternoon, didn’t know whether he has a feeling for the man or not, he couldn’t decide yet. Besides, he just broke up with Nino, who is Sho’s secretary. Nobody knows his relationship with Nino, because Ohno liked to keep it secret for all time. But he was the one who ended it, he knows how it hurts Nino since he didn’t have any reason, Ohno just wanted to be alone for a while.
However, he agreed to meet up with Sho few times, listening to Sho’s story while having their dinner. Sho is a serious person, not like Nino who always make joke with everything he sees around him. Ohno sighed and rubbed his short hair, he wanted to erase his memories with Nino, that guy has many friends, there’s nothing would make him lonely just by losing him. He knows that Nino has a close friend who always accompany him even when they are still dating. He only know the man’s name, Aiba or something, perhaps Nino would make progress with that man who is clearly better than him, Ohno thought.
What if he do the same thing to Sho? Make Sho loves him and dump him right after that. Ohno just doesn’t want someone obsessed him too much, Nino was too crazy over him and he didn’t like that, it made him uncomforted, but he couldn’t explain it to Nino, dump him because he likes him too much, it heard so stupid and lie, so he keeps that feeling just for himself. Sho looks a little bit different, Ohno just hopes the other man wouldn’t become so obsessed with him and chase him everywhere or call him 24 hours just to make sure he’s okay.
He reached the studio and walked towards the back door, usually it wasn’t locked. There is no lamp at the back part, he withdrew his phone from his pocket to light his way, somebody had told him the horror story about this door, where many people had seen a ghost with the white gown who keeping the door for all time. But Ohno isn’t a person who believes a story like that, so he doesn’t have any bad feeling about it, until his eyes catch something white beside the door.
His first stupid thought was the ghost finally made an appearance in front of him, he walked closer but the white form didn’t move. Ohno saw the bare feet laid on the ground, no ghost has the feet like that, he lifted his hand phone to the upper part and found a man’s face. He sighed in relief to know that this man is alive from his chest movement. What is he doing here? Maybe he’s homeless, but his skin is too pure for somebody who doesn’t have a home. Ohno saw the man’s head is right on the door, it’s mean he has to wake this man to open it. He moved closer and doubt fully shook that man’s shoulder.
He did it a few times before the man opened his eyes and looked at him as if he’s an alien, their eyes met and Ohno thought he had just seen the prettiest eyes for the first time in his whole life, his sight travelled in the stranger’s face, he paused at the other’s lips with three moles decorated them, but the red color is almost can’t be seen, this man is completely pale.
“Help me,” he got his hand was gripped, that man pulled him down, their faces is just about five centimeters away. “Help me Sir.”
Ohno tried to get his hands free, but the grip is too strong, he thought this man is someone psycho who escaped from the jail or mental hospital.
“What are you doing here?” Ohno asked, he felt the strong grip in his hand is a little bit loosened.
“I don’t know, please help me,” the man kept repeating, seems he doesn’t want to let his hand go.
“What’s your name?” Ohno’s free hand inserted his phone to his pocket and they are totally in the middle of darkness.
“I don’t know,” the same answer came from him.
Ohno sighed, maybe this man escaped from the hospital, he has mental sickness for sure, he thought. He would bring this man back there.
“Please help me.”
“Okay, I’ll help you, but can you wait here, I must take something inside,” Ohno said, he took the man’s hand from his but the other won’t let it go.
“Don’t leave me here,” he begged.
Ohno bit his lips, he has no choice than dragging him inside, “Okay, come on, you may follow me,” he helped the other to stand and pushed the door opened, he searched for the switch and the light stabbed his eyes after staying in the dark place for a moment. He squinted and look at the man behind him who is much taller than him, he glanced to him under the light, too handsome for someone who suffer mental sickness. He just realized he wears a necklace, he paid attention to it, “Can I see it clearer?” he asked.
The man nodded, Ohno touched it, it was attached to the man’s skin with something like glue, he found a small letter there, “J”
“J,” he muttered.
“Is that my name?” the taller asked him with the tiny voice, almost like a whisper
“Maybe,” Ohno released the necklace and smile to the man, for some reason he wanted to know this mysterious man.
“What’s yours?” he asked shyly to Ohno who began to search for the key in his locker.
“Me? Satoshi,” he answered, he found his keys and inserted it to his bag, “So J, where is your home? I must take you there.”
The man just shook his head and eying the floor, “I don’t know, can I go with you?”
“What?!” Ohno already thought that he would call police now to report there is someone suspicious here.
“No, you can’t go home with me, I…” he began but when he saw the other’s sad face, he can’t continue, if he’s a psycho, he would already choked him by now, Ohno looked down at his hand which was still gripped tightly and he heard loud sound from the man’s stomach.
“Are you hungry?” he asked.
He saw the man nodded, with his head still facing the floor.
“Let’s find some food,” he smiled and bring J back outside, he should call police but he just can’t do that, for the first time in his life, he wanted to protect someone, he dragged that strange man who he called J to the nearest convenient store, bought him a bento and watched him eating. This is strange Saturday night, he inhaled the air, tomorrow is his off day, maybe he can keep J for himself tonight, it’s better to call the police or the hospitals in the morning, he thought.
***
“Matsumoto Jun,” Aiba read the name on the paper in his hand, he looked at Nino who rubbed his hair in frustrating way, they had walked around the town, hoping to find the dead man on the street, but it was hard to find one man among the Saturday night crowd. Aiba asked the shorter about what was written on the paper, something about the mission, planned murder and the motive to Nino, but all he got was the deep frowning from his friend, Aiba leaned his head to the bench he is sitting on.
“My life is over,” Nino mumbled to the grass where he laid, his eyes locked to the dark sky above.
“Not yet Nino, I’ll inject your formula to you when you’re dead,” Aiba joined him on the grass, he always wants to be in Nino’s side, even though the shorter never realized his feeling. Aiba knew that Nino was dumped by his boyfriend around two months ago. He felt guilty that he was glad to know Nino become a single guy again, but also sad at the same time.
Nino spends more of his time in his basement since then, rarely speaks to him, until he finished his formula, but Aiba was always there, just to see Nino’s face each day.
“Aiba, do you want to go home? You didn’t sleep since yesterday right?” Nino’s voice heard from his left side.
“I will go home after we find that living corpse,” Aiba answered, his eyes were hurt due to the lack sleep, but he can’t leave Nino just like that, he won’t let the shorter do more stupid thing.
“I thought we have to give up tonight, I am so tired,” Nino leaned his head to Aiba’s shoulder, both of them sighed deeply, the wind blow their faces and Aiba yawned, the tiredness finally hit his body.
“I wish that man were still mine,” Nino muttered from his neck with the sleepy voice, Aiba knew Nino referred to that Ohno Satoshi, the dancer he dated for almost half a year and Aiba can only hide his jealous feeling deep in the corner of his heart when he sees Nino with that person. He had told Nino that the dancer didn’t love him enough, but Nino listened half-hearted and ignored him or said that he is just too paranoid of love relationship.
“I wish you were mine Nino,” Aiba whispered, he looked at Nino’s face, the other was already dozes off in his shoulder, he wiped Nino’s cheek, the innocent figure that sink down too far because of stupid love, Aiba thought. He wished he could be the one who can give Nino something to cure his heart, he leaned his head to Nino’s, joined him to sleep there, in the middle of the park, with the wet grass below their backs.
***
Jun found himself inside Ohno’s apartment, he released his grip when they already inside. He wished he could remember something, but he couldn’t.
“Satoshi kun,” he called Ohno when the other disappeared to the bathroom, he doesn’t want to be left alone again, Ohno’s appearance make him feel secure, with no clear reason. The first man who talked to him in this weird day.
“I’ll be right back,” the answer came from inside, Jun waited in front of the door, he touched the necklace again, he wanted Ohno to take it off from his neck.
He looked around the room, there is nothing special about it, a little bit messy with many unfolded T-shirts on the bed and the table, a few adult magazines were opened above the pillows, Jun distracted his gaze to the kitchen, the only one space which look neat, maybe Ohno never touch that area.
“Everything alright J?” Ohno came out from the bathroom, he looked at Jun with curious gaze, “It’s your turn to take a shower,” he continued.
Jun eyed the floor again, didn’t want to look Ohno in the eye, there’s something about Ohno which make him feel awkward. He nodded doubt fully.
“I’ll prepare the bed for you, sorry my room is horribly mess,” Ohno started to take the nearest T-shirt from the bed and throw it to the laundry basket.
“Let me help you,” Jun followed the other to collect the T-shirts from the bed and also floor, he smiled to Ohno for the first time that night and the strange feeling appear again in his head, he had seen this man somewhere, but when? He can’t remember anything since he woke up a few hours ago.
***
Aiba was awaken by the frog who suddenly jumped to his hand, he surprisingly opened his eyes and almost screamed but quickly cancelled it when he realized Nino is sleep soundly in his left arm, he can’t move it, even though he can’t feel his upper arm because Nino’s weight pressed it for few hours.
He is sure that both of them will catch a cold at the following day, but Nino didn’t show him any sign that he would wake up soon. Aiba cursed the frog inside his mind and tried to look at his watch, almost 2 am in the morning. He can see the building light from here, the due from the tree hit his nose, he is about to wipe it when suddenly Nino speaks in his sleep, mumbling something but very clear for Aiba, since Nino’s lips is right beside his ear.
“He only has a week to live, he must be hurry”
Aiba knows what Nino means by “he”, he gulped, wherever that living corpse run, he hopes that man didn’t meet anyone, or everything would be complicated.
TO BE CONTINUED
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