Possessive Part V

[yun_miyake]

POSSESSIVE PART V

“Matsumoto san! Wait!!”, Jun runs so fast to the parking area, he opens his car’s door, enter, start the engine and drive like crazy.

“Matsumoto saaaan!!!”, he still can hear his manager yelled out for his name, but he doesn’t care, his head burden of great anger, all he wants now is grabbing Nino’s collar and punch him, or maybe kill the brat will be a better idea. Jun drives very fast, it seems like forever to reach Tokyo, but finally he arrived at Ohno’s place. He comes out of the car, run to Ohno’s room and knock like crazy.

“OI NINO OPEN THE DOOR”, he shouts to the man inside, if Nino opens the door Jun doesn’t know what kind of thing he will do to the gamer. But nobody opens the door for him, Jun cried frustately and kick the door.

“I know you are inside, just fight me like a man if you want him so much”, Jun yells once again, and he heard footsteps closer, and Nino appeared without any scary expression on his face.

Jun can’t control himself from the anger, he grabs Nino’s collar and push the latter to the wall.

“What do you want?”, Jun asks so hateful.

“Riida”, Nino smirks, he doesn’t lose his eye contact with the taller man.

Jun already tighten his fist and ready to punch Nino’s face before he heard a weak voice from the bed.

“Matsujun,,,,”, Ohno already awaken from his drunk, he heard his lover’s voice, opens his eyes slowly to see the man he loves but also the man who cheat on him.

Jun pushes Nino once again to the wall, releases Nino’s body and he approaches his beloved man who lies on the bed with strong beer’s scent.

“Riida”, he holds Ohno’s hand, kiss it; his heart broke by seeing the tiny man like this just because of the stupid brat.

“Matsujun I hate you”, so weak but Jun still can hear what Ohno said.

“Why?”.

“You cheat on me”, Jun can feel how sad is Ohno’s voice.

“No Riida, there’s no way for me to cheat on you”.

“Liar!!”.

“No!! You must listen to me”, Jun shakes Ohno’s body, to ensure him that Jun loves him so much, to tell Ohno how much Jun cares for their relationship, sacrifice his filming schedule just to talk properly to the older man. But all he got is shaking head from Ohno, which indicated that the latter doesn’t believe him.

“He manipulated you Riida”, Jun points to Nino, who still stays near the door, cross his arms to watch Matsujun ensures Ohno.

“I swear I never cheat on you and will never do!”, Jun can’t help himself from crying now, his tears fall down on his cheeks, it’s really hurt him that Ohno believes Nino more than him.

Ohno gets up slowly; he focuses his sight, stares at Matsujun besides him and Nino who leans his body on the wall.

“Nino,  show him!”, he speaks to Nino, who walks to take his bag, withdraw his phone and hand it to Ohno without seeing Jun’s face.

Ohno searches the video and show it to Matsujun, “What you named it Jun”.

“That was not me Riida, I swear”, Jun can’t believe what Nino’s doing to ruin his relationship with Ohno, he never expects the brat will step that far just to take Ohno from his arm.

“It’s over Jun”, Ohno speaks so clear right now, he sees Jun’s face with a very sad expression, he loves Jun so much, but also disappointed so much from being cheated. His hand which holding Nino’s phone shivering so much, a tear drop on it.

“Riida I know you don’t want it, I love you”, Jun holds Ohno’s hand tighter, he wants to hug the older man, but Ohno refuses him, he pushes Jun’s body.

“Get out Jun”, Ohno’s voice turn very cold just like the air outside, Jun wipes his tears and walks faster to the door, he meets Nino’s eyes.

“Are you satisfy now?”, he speaks to the gamer who smirk so badly, Jun opens the door, walk back to his car, sit there and lean his head on the steer, close his eyes, doesn’t want to believe what’s happening, that Ohno told him everything is over, their love was over. Jun doesn’t have any idea who’s the guy on the video, and he can’t prove it right now, Ohno is still half-drunk and whatever Jun says, the leader won’t believe.

“Riida I’ll never give you to the other”, Jun talks to himself, even he’s so sad now but his mind is still clear enough to find what’s really going on, he will never give up like this and let Ohno with someone else. He looks up to Ohno’s room, where a week ago he and Ohno still shared their sweet love, still hold each other in this cold winter, whisper “I love you” to Ohno’s ear, watched the smaller man sleeping face in his embrace. Thinking about that Jun can’t stand anymore, he cries, he lets the tears drop, he loves Ohno so much, compare to anything, he just realize that Ohno is the most important part in his life.

 Meanwhile Ohno inside the room can’t believe what he just said, he made Jun go. Ohno throws Nino’s phone, buries his face to his hand, he forgets that Nino is still there.

“Riida you did the right thing”.

“Get out Nino, leave me alone”, Ohno doesn’t want to hear anything from anyone now. He heard Nino leaving the room and only the silence remains.

“Matsujun”, Ohno gets up, he wants to chase Jun, he hopes that Jun is still outside his room, Ohno wants to tell the younger man that he regrets what he said and wants to scream that he loves Jun so much. He runs downstairs, eager to see the handsome man’s face, but Matsujun was no longer there, he already left.

“Matsujun”, Ohno feels his knees has no more power to make him stand, he falls to the cold ground, the tears flow to his cheek, the sad and frustrated feeling is killing him now, he doesn’t know what to do, his beloved Jun was gone, it was his fault to say the harsh words, he blames himself for being so stupid, he just realize that his head is totally sick caused by the beer he drank. Ohno loses his balance and he lies his body on the cold December ground.

“I’m the most stupid man in this world Jun”, he talks to himself because believing what Nino had told him, makes Jun cancels his filming to talk and after Jun has come,  he told Jun to go, what a stupid thing he had done.

“Matsujun I’m sorry”,

To Be Continued….

a/n : I think I'd better end this series until chapter 6 ^^