Okaeri Nasai chapter 3
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yun_miyakeTitle : Okaeri Nasai
Pairing : Juntoshi/Sakumoto
Length : Chapters
Genre : drama, romance, angst
Rating : pg
Summary : Ohno and Jun are nearly divorce, they couldn’t find the way out of their soured marriage, but they didn’t know how it affected their only one son. Both of them pretended that they are just fine, until the time comes….
Disclaimer : They aren’t mine
Warning : Purely fiction, please forgive my bad grammars.
Chapter 3
Ohno slammed his car door when he arrived home, he lifted his eyebrow, an unknown car parked on his front yard. He checked his watch, still 11 in the morning, he didn’t remember that he would have a visitor today.
His head was dizzy, he drank too much last night and now he regrets it. He cleared his head, the woman’s scent remained on his shirt and it bothered him. He searched for the key on his pocket, but when he inserted it to the door, it was unlocked. He pushed the door opened, the curiosity still lingered his head but soon he got the answer.
Jun is holding a man right in front of him. Ohno’s dizzy head spinning around, he couldn’t name what he felt right now. Jealous, upset, or he didn’t care at all, but his heart beat turned faster. He tighten his fist, controlled himself, Jun’s eyes showed shock expression when he realized his presence. He pulled himself away from the man.
“Sorry I interfere,” he said with plain tone, he stepped towards the stairs but Jun blocked him half-way.
“Satoshi, it’s not like what you think,” Jun’s face was so pale, he wears a coat which is not belong to him, Ohno eyed him with cold gaze, “I am a little bit sick and…”
“I didn’t ask for explanation,” Ohno hissed, he moved his mocking gaze to the man behind Jun who busily collected his stuffs.
“I’ll take a leave now,” the man said, took his bag and headed the door.
“Sho kun, thank you so much,” Jun chased the man to return his coat. Ohno watched them, his eyes moved to the desk, Jun received medicines from the man. It seems that he is a doctor, Ohno never saw him before, Jun rarely talked about his friend, or maybe they are more than friend who became a reason of the cold tension in their marriage.
“Get well soon,” he said, took a grief glance at Ohno’s face.
“I’m sure he would be yours soon enough, we’ll divorce this week,” Ohno coldly said, the man’s eyes widen but he bowed politely and left. Jun turned to him, looked at him sadly.
“I am not that cheap,” his voice was shaky, he returned to the sofa, slumped his back tiredly.
“There’s nothing with me,” Ohno continued his steps upstairs, he opened his door and slammed it. He threw his bag to the floor and kicked the wall to release his emotion. He didn’t want anybody else touching Jun, but they don’t share warm feeling anymore. There’s no ‘okaeri’ when he arrived home, no family dinner or breakfast together. It’s been so long and he couldn’t be able to build what’s already damaged.
He took off his clothes and hustled towards the bathroom, his unshaved face stared back at him when he looked into the mirror. He’s damaged and fragile, just like a broken vase. Jun is sick, another man is taking care of him, he shouldn’t feel jealous about it, but the twitch on his heart when he saw them, what was that exactly?
He took a long bath and pushed his thoughts aside, he still has many business to do besides lamenting his problems. He changed his clothes and checked his emails, Aiba sent him the new meeting schedule which is tomorrow morning at 10. If he gets the deal, he would be ready for another promotion, Ohno saved the schedule to his reminder, he rose from his seat, put of his necktie and managed to go again.
To his surprise, Jun is waiting for him at the living room, he covered himself with the blanket, shivered coldly. Ohno didn’t know what to do, he walked straight to the door.
“Satoshi!”
Ohno paused his steps, but he didn’t turn his body.
“I…you said you have the form, I’ll sign it,” Jun said, his husky voice sounded weird.
“I left it in my office,” Ohno mumbled, “I’ll tell my secretary to bring it for you if you need it that soon.”
“No need, I’ll wait,” Jun replied, Ohno turned slowly to the man he married 17 years ago, sighed.
He opened his mouth but then closed it again, he lost the words he wanted to say.
“Satoshi,” Jun called when his hand touched the door knob, “T-thanks for everything, I hope we wouldn’t become enemy.”
Ohno didn’t answer, he clicked the door opened, it’s not the right time to talk about their feeling, a stupid feeling which is already frozen. Ohno searched for his key, he drove his car to his office, hoped there will be many works he has to finish today.
***
Kazu changed his direction half-way, he should attend cram school for the exam though, but for these three months, he never studies properly. He has been skipping cram school since a month ago, his mood to study vanished away, all he wants is playing around and focused on his part time job.
He hates to go home, only to find his parents fighting over something unnecessary and silly. They pretend to care about him, as if he is still a child and didn’t know the truth. His papa’s reputation is the best among his colleges, without doubt. Soon, he will be promoted again and again, until he completely forgets that he has family waiting for him at home, Kazu thought bitterly.
In the other hand, his daddy never wants to give up his job, they are totally two most selfish persons on earth, meanwhile Kazu was demanded to be perfect at school, but even though he got good mark, they would take it for granted, that’s why he stopped pretending to become a good boy who always listen to what his parents said.
His daddy seems feel the difference of him recently, more than once, he showed that he needs to talk something important with him, and Kazu hates it very much. He doesn’t want to hear any lecture from someone who can’t manage his marriage and didn’t even think about his feeling. Kazu continued walking to a street far away from the cram school location, someone would pick him up in the corner where they usually meet.
He searched inside his bag and pulled up a cigarette, he got it from his senior, Okada Junichi yesterday. It’s a new brand, he changed to more expensive item since two weeks ago, it can give him more pleasure than usual. Okada is a perfect source if he wants to try the newest brand. He saved the cigarette to his bag, it’s been two months since he consumed drugs, Kazu never knew there’s such thing in this world, he can fly by consuming it, he can be what he wants and the pleasure is beyond his imagination.
“Sorry for keeping you wait,” a familiar voice heard when a black SUV stopped right in front of him, the driver rolled down the window, his blonde hair peered from the inside.
“I was about enjoying my new item,” Kazu grumbled, he entered the car and closed the door quickly.
“Don’t do it on the street, unless you want to be arrested.”
“Just kidding Kame kun,” Kazu put down his bag on his side before returning his attention to Kamenashi’s figure, he is driving seriously, his sharp eyes focused on the way “You look so cool when you made such face.” Kazu commented, he chuckled naughtily while giving a light kiss on Kame’s cheek.
“You always tease everyone Kaz,” he commented.
“That’s the part of my job,” Kazu leaned his head to the seat, nobody knows that he works as a hostess in a night club, a son of a deputy president and a great honor lecturer. Also, a broken home child who needs attention, love and recognition, but he never get it, his teenager era was ignored. He couldn’t find his identity, ended up like this, but he loves it. He likes when somebody booked him, ride him on the love hotel bed and give him free drugs.
“Matsunii said he would need few more people for next week party,” Kame mentioned, the club will held a kind of celebration for its anniversary, their boss, Matsuoka Masahiro is a mafia leader who is free from police charge. Kazu met him in a discotheque when he went there for the first time. The man invited him to his club, he was introduced to a world he never knew before, the day he decided that he won’t be an innocent little kid anymore.
“Can’t wait for addition members,” Kazu answered, he turned off his phone when he saw the screen, his daddy is calling him, he threw it to his bag and heaved a deep sigh. Tonight, he would meet up with his dearest customer, he was known as ‘Neen’ in the club. He loves when that person calls him Neen in spoiling way, he is young unlike his other customers. When he asked why he came to the gay club instead of looking for a girlfriend, he just answered that he prefer being alone, relationship can turn so complicated sometimes.
The car headed a parking area at the basement, Kazu scanned his surrounding, Matsunii seems didn’t come yet. It’s too early though, he followed Kame’s steps towards the elevator, he slid out the cigarette from his bag, analyzed its shape.
“You can’t wait for that,” Kame commented.
“It’s my first month, this thing is so good, I should have tried it earlier.”
“You’re underage remember? You’ll be in big trouble if your parents find out,” Kame pushed the elevator button for them.
Kazu snorted, “They just care about themselves,” but his daddy seems know the different, he started to put more attention on him, it’s too late, Kazu stated inside his mind. He found a new world and he didn’t want to leave it soon. He wanted to quit school and focus on it. His parents would divorce soon, they will have their own life, so will he. Matsunii would gladly take him as his child, and he can get more customers for the man, he’s still 16, fresh from the oven. Men masher would make a line to sleep with him.
“Come on,” Kame patted his shoulder, Kazu swung his legs out from the elevator, the club is in the fifth floor, nobody knows it’s a club from the way it looks. A simple door welcomed them, but the room beyond it was large with bar, dimmed-light hall room, various kinds of sofa where the customers can sit to wait for the hostess. Because it’s still early, there’s no customer yet, Kazu headed the make-up room which located at the corner. He slumped heavily onto his chair, but then rose again. He opened the door which connected the room with the balcony, he lights up the cigarette and suck the drug inside it. It calms him more than anything, all of the problems washed away. No more school, no more worrying-daddy, no more blur future.
***
“Neen chan,” a man approached him with a rose on his hand, he smiled to Kazu widely, pulled his hand to sit down at one of the sofa.
“You’re a little bit late,” Kazu commented, loosened the tie on the young man’s neck, he put the rose on the vase in front of them “Somebody else almost booked me,” Kazu pointed at the middle age man on the other corner.
“I was a little bit busy at office, I won’t book another hostess if I can’t get you,” the man mumbled.
“Masaki kun is very good in praising,” Kazu leaned to the man, he visits the club for eighth times already, a model-like body with stylish hair, he always comes around 9 pm, from his appearance, Kazu guessed that he is a salary man, but he never ask more. His task is to make the man drunk and get his money, but recently he began to wait for his presence. He didn’t tell anyone about it, but he thinks he likes the man in normal way, not a hostess to the customer, but personally.
“Neen chan, your face flushed.”
“I drank a bit,” Kazu hid his face away, according to the law, he was still forbidden to drink any alcohol but he wasn’t too stupid to obey it.
“Can we go out for a while?” Masaki asked.
“It’s still too early, my boss wouldn’t feel happy about it,” Kazu poured the drink to the glass and gave it to him. “What’s wrong? You can’t wait for that?”
“No, it’s just…”
“Neen chan, can you come here for a while?” Kame’s voice broke the noisiness.
“One moment please,” Kazu stated, he rose from his chair and approached his senior.
“That man,” he pointed at Masaki, “Is there any possibility that he is a cop?”
Kazu shook his head, “I think he is just an ordinary salary man,” he told the handsome man before him, “I’ll check his belonging if you require.”
Kame eyed Masaki, his eyes narrowed, “Don’t fall in love to the customer, you’re still young and don’t have strong steadiness yet, Matsunii told me to keep an eye on you.”
“I signed the same contract, you don’t need to remind me about the rules” Kazu chuckled, but at the same time feel so guilty.
“We got a phone call just now,” Kame continued, “A group of chairman would come, this is your chance.”
“But, he booked me already.”
“The higher price, the better,” Kame patted his shoulder, “That young man probably doesn’t have much money yet, he couldn’t pay you if your rank goes up, don’t stuck on him. Do you still want to enjoy the newest brand?” Kame smirked to him.
“Of course,” Kazu nodded, his head imagined the amount of drugs he could buy if he can suck the money from those old uncles.
He hustled back to Masaki, sat down beside him, the man’s eyes narrowed in curiosity. “Are you busy Neen chan?”
“It seems there will a group booking,” Kazu mumbled, he saw a glimpse of disappointment in Masaki’s face, “I am afraid that I can’t accompany you all night.”
“It’s okay, I have meeting tomorrow,” Masaki stated. Kazu nodded, as expected, this man is a salary man, there’s nothing to worry about, he thought. Masaki told him a little bit about himself, he came from countryside and just graduated from university, he never guessed that he would a good job that soon, he told Kazu about his boss as well. Kazu listened well, he was about to ask what company Aiba works for when the club door opened, a group of men entered, spread their sight around the room.
***
Jun shivered under his blanket, his head couldn’t erase the scene when he fell accidentally to Sho’s arm and how Ohno’s cold gaze staring at him. Ohno’s words stabbed him like a hundred knives. He closed his eyes, but the sleepy feeling won’t come, he has been living with Ohno under the same roof for 17 years, he knew that gaze was jealousy. A blur sign that he still loves him, even though just a little piece. He coughed, rolled on his bed, the medicine Sho gave him didn’t work, his temperature is still high and he felt so weak.
He reached for his phone on his table, nobody comes home, neither Ohno nor Kazu. He gave up on Kazu, he called many times but the boy didn’t pick it up, he phoned the kid’s friends from school and none of them knows Kazu whereabouts.
Jun squished his hair with his right hand, his left thumb scrolled the touch screen and it stopped on Sho’s phone number. He didn’t dare to contact Sho just to apologize, it was his fault for dragging him home, involved him in his problem. His heart raced when he remembered Sho’s face after Ohno announced that he and Jun would divorce. He didn’t tell the doctor anything, it’s private and he hoped there’s a way to save his marriage, but Ohno got the wrong impression on him. He screwed up the situation. Jun didn’t know how he would face the doctor at campus after this.
He gulped the water and tried to sleep, it’s late at night, he’s alone in his house, sick and nobody seems care about it. Ohno went for work and Jun’s illness has nothing with him, his contract is more important. Kazu separated himself, go wherever he likes. His phone vibrated, Jun grabbed it and scanned the screen.
“Sho kun?” he questioned himself, pressed the answer button and brought the phone to his ear.
“Jun, are you still awake, I’m sorry for what happened,” Sho spoke with wary tone, “How’s your condition? I think I must apologize to Ohno san, it was…”
“Sho, don’t worry I’m okay,” Jun answered, “Satoshi is a little hard-headed, he wouldn’t listen to what you say, no need to apologize, I’ll finish it,” Jun paused for a moment, is it okay for him to open up for Sho?
“Jun, I am seriously concerned.”
“I am totally okay, see you at campus,” Jun ended the call, he dropped his head to his pillow. Sho concerned about him, he wasn’t supposed to get that kind of attention from the doctor, he heard more like his old self, when they were still in university. Jun once again forces himself to sleep, he would end his bond with Satoshi as soon as possible, he can’t bear with it anymore.
***
Ohno and few of his colleges entered the club, he never knew about its existence. The small door outside was a good trick, Kimura convinced him that he must try to go here to find young hostess and taste them. He agreed because he wanted to keep Kimura in good mood, half of his heart protested, that he should go home to hand the form to Jun as he said this morning.
He scanned around, just like Kimura told him, the hostess are indeed young. He headed the bar, he’s not in the mood to be touched by those sex workers, he ordered a glass of wine, denied Kimura’s invitation to sit at one of the sofa.
“Irrasshaimase.”
He turned to see the owner of the voice, a young hostess who is welcoming Kimura warmly, Ohno couldn’t move when he recognized his own son.
“Kazu!”
To be continued
Pairing : Juntoshi/Sakumoto
Length : Chapters
Genre : drama, romance, angst
Rating : pg
Summary : Ohno and Jun are nearly divorce, they couldn’t find the way out of their soured marriage, but they didn’t know how it affected their only one son. Both of them pretended that they are just fine, until the time comes….
Disclaimer : They aren’t mine
Warning : Purely fiction, please forgive my bad grammars.
Chapter 3
Ohno slammed his car door when he arrived home, he lifted his eyebrow, an unknown car parked on his front yard. He checked his watch, still 11 in the morning, he didn’t remember that he would have a visitor today.
His head was dizzy, he drank too much last night and now he regrets it. He cleared his head, the woman’s scent remained on his shirt and it bothered him. He searched for the key on his pocket, but when he inserted it to the door, it was unlocked. He pushed the door opened, the curiosity still lingered his head but soon he got the answer.
Jun is holding a man right in front of him. Ohno’s dizzy head spinning around, he couldn’t name what he felt right now. Jealous, upset, or he didn’t care at all, but his heart beat turned faster. He tighten his fist, controlled himself, Jun’s eyes showed shock expression when he realized his presence. He pulled himself away from the man.
“Sorry I interfere,” he said with plain tone, he stepped towards the stairs but Jun blocked him half-way.
“Satoshi, it’s not like what you think,” Jun’s face was so pale, he wears a coat which is not belong to him, Ohno eyed him with cold gaze, “I am a little bit sick and…”
“I didn’t ask for explanation,” Ohno hissed, he moved his mocking gaze to the man behind Jun who busily collected his stuffs.
“I’ll take a leave now,” the man said, took his bag and headed the door.
“Sho kun, thank you so much,” Jun chased the man to return his coat. Ohno watched them, his eyes moved to the desk, Jun received medicines from the man. It seems that he is a doctor, Ohno never saw him before, Jun rarely talked about his friend, or maybe they are more than friend who became a reason of the cold tension in their marriage.
“Get well soon,” he said, took a grief glance at Ohno’s face.
“I’m sure he would be yours soon enough, we’ll divorce this week,” Ohno coldly said, the man’s eyes widen but he bowed politely and left. Jun turned to him, looked at him sadly.
“I am not that cheap,” his voice was shaky, he returned to the sofa, slumped his back tiredly.
“There’s nothing with me,” Ohno continued his steps upstairs, he opened his door and slammed it. He threw his bag to the floor and kicked the wall to release his emotion. He didn’t want anybody else touching Jun, but they don’t share warm feeling anymore. There’s no ‘okaeri’ when he arrived home, no family dinner or breakfast together. It’s been so long and he couldn’t be able to build what’s already damaged.
He took off his clothes and hustled towards the bathroom, his unshaved face stared back at him when he looked into the mirror. He’s damaged and fragile, just like a broken vase. Jun is sick, another man is taking care of him, he shouldn’t feel jealous about it, but the twitch on his heart when he saw them, what was that exactly?
He took a long bath and pushed his thoughts aside, he still has many business to do besides lamenting his problems. He changed his clothes and checked his emails, Aiba sent him the new meeting schedule which is tomorrow morning at 10. If he gets the deal, he would be ready for another promotion, Ohno saved the schedule to his reminder, he rose from his seat, put of his necktie and managed to go again.
To his surprise, Jun is waiting for him at the living room, he covered himself with the blanket, shivered coldly. Ohno didn’t know what to do, he walked straight to the door.
“Satoshi!”
Ohno paused his steps, but he didn’t turn his body.
“I…you said you have the form, I’ll sign it,” Jun said, his husky voice sounded weird.
“I left it in my office,” Ohno mumbled, “I’ll tell my secretary to bring it for you if you need it that soon.”
“No need, I’ll wait,” Jun replied, Ohno turned slowly to the man he married 17 years ago, sighed.
He opened his mouth but then closed it again, he lost the words he wanted to say.
“Satoshi,” Jun called when his hand touched the door knob, “T-thanks for everything, I hope we wouldn’t become enemy.”
Ohno didn’t answer, he clicked the door opened, it’s not the right time to talk about their feeling, a stupid feeling which is already frozen. Ohno searched for his key, he drove his car to his office, hoped there will be many works he has to finish today.
***
Kazu changed his direction half-way, he should attend cram school for the exam though, but for these three months, he never studies properly. He has been skipping cram school since a month ago, his mood to study vanished away, all he wants is playing around and focused on his part time job.
He hates to go home, only to find his parents fighting over something unnecessary and silly. They pretend to care about him, as if he is still a child and didn’t know the truth. His papa’s reputation is the best among his colleges, without doubt. Soon, he will be promoted again and again, until he completely forgets that he has family waiting for him at home, Kazu thought bitterly.
In the other hand, his daddy never wants to give up his job, they are totally two most selfish persons on earth, meanwhile Kazu was demanded to be perfect at school, but even though he got good mark, they would take it for granted, that’s why he stopped pretending to become a good boy who always listen to what his parents said.
His daddy seems feel the difference of him recently, more than once, he showed that he needs to talk something important with him, and Kazu hates it very much. He doesn’t want to hear any lecture from someone who can’t manage his marriage and didn’t even think about his feeling. Kazu continued walking to a street far away from the cram school location, someone would pick him up in the corner where they usually meet.
He searched inside his bag and pulled up a cigarette, he got it from his senior, Okada Junichi yesterday. It’s a new brand, he changed to more expensive item since two weeks ago, it can give him more pleasure than usual. Okada is a perfect source if he wants to try the newest brand. He saved the cigarette to his bag, it’s been two months since he consumed drugs, Kazu never knew there’s such thing in this world, he can fly by consuming it, he can be what he wants and the pleasure is beyond his imagination.
“Sorry for keeping you wait,” a familiar voice heard when a black SUV stopped right in front of him, the driver rolled down the window, his blonde hair peered from the inside.
“I was about enjoying my new item,” Kazu grumbled, he entered the car and closed the door quickly.
“Don’t do it on the street, unless you want to be arrested.”
“Just kidding Kame kun,” Kazu put down his bag on his side before returning his attention to Kamenashi’s figure, he is driving seriously, his sharp eyes focused on the way “You look so cool when you made such face.” Kazu commented, he chuckled naughtily while giving a light kiss on Kame’s cheek.
“You always tease everyone Kaz,” he commented.
“That’s the part of my job,” Kazu leaned his head to the seat, nobody knows that he works as a hostess in a night club, a son of a deputy president and a great honor lecturer. Also, a broken home child who needs attention, love and recognition, but he never get it, his teenager era was ignored. He couldn’t find his identity, ended up like this, but he loves it. He likes when somebody booked him, ride him on the love hotel bed and give him free drugs.
“Matsunii said he would need few more people for next week party,” Kame mentioned, the club will held a kind of celebration for its anniversary, their boss, Matsuoka Masahiro is a mafia leader who is free from police charge. Kazu met him in a discotheque when he went there for the first time. The man invited him to his club, he was introduced to a world he never knew before, the day he decided that he won’t be an innocent little kid anymore.
“Can’t wait for addition members,” Kazu answered, he turned off his phone when he saw the screen, his daddy is calling him, he threw it to his bag and heaved a deep sigh. Tonight, he would meet up with his dearest customer, he was known as ‘Neen’ in the club. He loves when that person calls him Neen in spoiling way, he is young unlike his other customers. When he asked why he came to the gay club instead of looking for a girlfriend, he just answered that he prefer being alone, relationship can turn so complicated sometimes.
The car headed a parking area at the basement, Kazu scanned his surrounding, Matsunii seems didn’t come yet. It’s too early though, he followed Kame’s steps towards the elevator, he slid out the cigarette from his bag, analyzed its shape.
“You can’t wait for that,” Kame commented.
“It’s my first month, this thing is so good, I should have tried it earlier.”
“You’re underage remember? You’ll be in big trouble if your parents find out,” Kame pushed the elevator button for them.
Kazu snorted, “They just care about themselves,” but his daddy seems know the different, he started to put more attention on him, it’s too late, Kazu stated inside his mind. He found a new world and he didn’t want to leave it soon. He wanted to quit school and focus on it. His parents would divorce soon, they will have their own life, so will he. Matsunii would gladly take him as his child, and he can get more customers for the man, he’s still 16, fresh from the oven. Men masher would make a line to sleep with him.
“Come on,” Kame patted his shoulder, Kazu swung his legs out from the elevator, the club is in the fifth floor, nobody knows it’s a club from the way it looks. A simple door welcomed them, but the room beyond it was large with bar, dimmed-light hall room, various kinds of sofa where the customers can sit to wait for the hostess. Because it’s still early, there’s no customer yet, Kazu headed the make-up room which located at the corner. He slumped heavily onto his chair, but then rose again. He opened the door which connected the room with the balcony, he lights up the cigarette and suck the drug inside it. It calms him more than anything, all of the problems washed away. No more school, no more worrying-daddy, no more blur future.
***
“Neen chan,” a man approached him with a rose on his hand, he smiled to Kazu widely, pulled his hand to sit down at one of the sofa.
“You’re a little bit late,” Kazu commented, loosened the tie on the young man’s neck, he put the rose on the vase in front of them “Somebody else almost booked me,” Kazu pointed at the middle age man on the other corner.
“I was a little bit busy at office, I won’t book another hostess if I can’t get you,” the man mumbled.
“Masaki kun is very good in praising,” Kazu leaned to the man, he visits the club for eighth times already, a model-like body with stylish hair, he always comes around 9 pm, from his appearance, Kazu guessed that he is a salary man, but he never ask more. His task is to make the man drunk and get his money, but recently he began to wait for his presence. He didn’t tell anyone about it, but he thinks he likes the man in normal way, not a hostess to the customer, but personally.
“Neen chan, your face flushed.”
“I drank a bit,” Kazu hid his face away, according to the law, he was still forbidden to drink any alcohol but he wasn’t too stupid to obey it.
“Can we go out for a while?” Masaki asked.
“It’s still too early, my boss wouldn’t feel happy about it,” Kazu poured the drink to the glass and gave it to him. “What’s wrong? You can’t wait for that?”
“No, it’s just…”
“Neen chan, can you come here for a while?” Kame’s voice broke the noisiness.
“One moment please,” Kazu stated, he rose from his chair and approached his senior.
“That man,” he pointed at Masaki, “Is there any possibility that he is a cop?”
Kazu shook his head, “I think he is just an ordinary salary man,” he told the handsome man before him, “I’ll check his belonging if you require.”
Kame eyed Masaki, his eyes narrowed, “Don’t fall in love to the customer, you’re still young and don’t have strong steadiness yet, Matsunii told me to keep an eye on you.”
“I signed the same contract, you don’t need to remind me about the rules” Kazu chuckled, but at the same time feel so guilty.
“We got a phone call just now,” Kame continued, “A group of chairman would come, this is your chance.”
“But, he booked me already.”
“The higher price, the better,” Kame patted his shoulder, “That young man probably doesn’t have much money yet, he couldn’t pay you if your rank goes up, don’t stuck on him. Do you still want to enjoy the newest brand?” Kame smirked to him.
“Of course,” Kazu nodded, his head imagined the amount of drugs he could buy if he can suck the money from those old uncles.
He hustled back to Masaki, sat down beside him, the man’s eyes narrowed in curiosity. “Are you busy Neen chan?”
“It seems there will a group booking,” Kazu mumbled, he saw a glimpse of disappointment in Masaki’s face, “I am afraid that I can’t accompany you all night.”
“It’s okay, I have meeting tomorrow,” Masaki stated. Kazu nodded, as expected, this man is a salary man, there’s nothing to worry about, he thought. Masaki told him a little bit about himself, he came from countryside and just graduated from university, he never guessed that he would a good job that soon, he told Kazu about his boss as well. Kazu listened well, he was about to ask what company Aiba works for when the club door opened, a group of men entered, spread their sight around the room.
***
Jun shivered under his blanket, his head couldn’t erase the scene when he fell accidentally to Sho’s arm and how Ohno’s cold gaze staring at him. Ohno’s words stabbed him like a hundred knives. He closed his eyes, but the sleepy feeling won’t come, he has been living with Ohno under the same roof for 17 years, he knew that gaze was jealousy. A blur sign that he still loves him, even though just a little piece. He coughed, rolled on his bed, the medicine Sho gave him didn’t work, his temperature is still high and he felt so weak.
He reached for his phone on his table, nobody comes home, neither Ohno nor Kazu. He gave up on Kazu, he called many times but the boy didn’t pick it up, he phoned the kid’s friends from school and none of them knows Kazu whereabouts.
Jun squished his hair with his right hand, his left thumb scrolled the touch screen and it stopped on Sho’s phone number. He didn’t dare to contact Sho just to apologize, it was his fault for dragging him home, involved him in his problem. His heart raced when he remembered Sho’s face after Ohno announced that he and Jun would divorce. He didn’t tell the doctor anything, it’s private and he hoped there’s a way to save his marriage, but Ohno got the wrong impression on him. He screwed up the situation. Jun didn’t know how he would face the doctor at campus after this.
He gulped the water and tried to sleep, it’s late at night, he’s alone in his house, sick and nobody seems care about it. Ohno went for work and Jun’s illness has nothing with him, his contract is more important. Kazu separated himself, go wherever he likes. His phone vibrated, Jun grabbed it and scanned the screen.
“Sho kun?” he questioned himself, pressed the answer button and brought the phone to his ear.
“Jun, are you still awake, I’m sorry for what happened,” Sho spoke with wary tone, “How’s your condition? I think I must apologize to Ohno san, it was…”
“Sho, don’t worry I’m okay,” Jun answered, “Satoshi is a little hard-headed, he wouldn’t listen to what you say, no need to apologize, I’ll finish it,” Jun paused for a moment, is it okay for him to open up for Sho?
“Jun, I am seriously concerned.”
“I am totally okay, see you at campus,” Jun ended the call, he dropped his head to his pillow. Sho concerned about him, he wasn’t supposed to get that kind of attention from the doctor, he heard more like his old self, when they were still in university. Jun once again forces himself to sleep, he would end his bond with Satoshi as soon as possible, he can’t bear with it anymore.
***
Ohno and few of his colleges entered the club, he never knew about its existence. The small door outside was a good trick, Kimura convinced him that he must try to go here to find young hostess and taste them. He agreed because he wanted to keep Kimura in good mood, half of his heart protested, that he should go home to hand the form to Jun as he said this morning.
He scanned around, just like Kimura told him, the hostess are indeed young. He headed the bar, he’s not in the mood to be touched by those sex workers, he ordered a glass of wine, denied Kimura’s invitation to sit at one of the sofa.
“Irrasshaimase.”
He turned to see the owner of the voice, a young hostess who is welcoming Kimura warmly, Ohno couldn’t move when he recognized his own son.
“Kazu!”
To be continued
