Torn Part 1/?

[yun_miyake]

title : Torn Part 1 / ?
Pairing : Ohmiya/Aiba/Sho/Jun
genre : Drama/AU
length : ChaPtered
rating : PG
sum : Kazu adores someone in his school so much
disclaimer : i own nothing but the Plot XD

i write this fic for my friend who just move to my apartment, now she becomes my neighbor LOL
since she's the fan of Ohmiya, i tried to write a fic about them. this is my first time creating Ohmiya fic LOL.
English is not my first language, Please forgive me for the wrong grammars. 

TORN PART 1 / ?

Kazu lifted his bag to his shoulder and walked out of the classroom, he stepped towards the stairs, say hello to his friends and after reaching first floor he stopped for a while, look around and his sight locked to a tall guy who just stepped out of his class. Kazu is about say hi to the man before one of his friend dragged him and asked him about the homework which given by their piano instructer just now.

“You heard the teacher did you?”, he yelled, felt so annoyed that his friend bothering him at the wrong time.

“I was fallen asleep”, his friend grinned, Kazu has no choice but explaining to him and when he finished, the handsome senior had disappeared. Kazu sighed in disappointed and he decided to go home, then he remembered something. He walked to the bookstore near the school and found what he looking for, a drawing book, he bought it for his twin who goes to another school. At least they have similarities in art, Kazu in music and his brother in painting, even though they are totally different in personalities and appearance. After paying for the book he bought he stepped out and someone crush him, he fell to the ground along with his new drawing book.

“Sorry, I didn’t see you”, a deep voice heard and a hand lifted Kazu, helped him to stand, Kazu is about yelling at the stupid person who crash him before he realized who he was.

“Sorry”, the man apologize again.

“Matsumoto senpai”, Kazu felt his cheek blushing; he’s the senior that he had adored from a long time. Matsumoto Jun is Kazu’s most popular senior in his school, he’s really good looking guy and known as cold-hearted man since he has nobody special, and Kazu adore him so much, he felt lucky now being crash by the senior instead of angry.

“Are you okay? Anything hurt?”, jun asked again, “You dropped it”, Jun handed the drawing book to Kazu, look curious.

“You can draw?”, Jun wanted to know, actually he’s interested in painting and will be very glad if he can meet the person who can paint well.

“Errr no, no it’s for my brother”, Kazu answered confusingly, took the drawing book from jun’s hand.

“You must be Aiba Kazunari from 2 C right?”, Jun smiled so wide.

“Y-yes, how…”, Kazu was so surprised, he never expect this guy knows his name.

“One of my cousin is in the same year with you, she told me you’re the cleverest among your grade”.

Kazu is really blushing now, so Jun knows his name, even told him that he’s the cleverest, he feels he can fly.

“See you Kazunari kun”, Jun waved good-bye to Kazu and the latter replied, can ‘t believe he just talked to Jun, his step become lighter, he jumped to the bus while humming and when he reached his house he entered happily.

“Tada imaaaa”.

“Okaeri Kazu chan”, Kazu’s big brother, Masaki welcomed him, looked so perfect with in apron, cooking the dinner for Kazu and his twin, Satoshi.

“Kazu seems so happy, I wonder what happened in school today”, Masaki attempting the younger, while pouring the meat to the pot.

“Se-cret”, Kazu answered, join his elder brother in the kitchen, took a glass of water and drink it, “Is satoshi home?”, he asked.

“Not yet, he becomes busier lately, prepares for his painting competition”, Masaki add the vegetables and mix it.

The door opened and Satoshi came in, he looks sleepy as always, “Tada ima”, he mumbled.

“Okaeri Satoshi chan”, Masaki smiled to his other brother, but the latter only grinned weakly and entered his bedroom without saying a word.

“What’s wrong?”, Masaki asked Kazu, the younger followed his twin to the bed room and found him frowning to his sketch.

“Is there anything wrong?”, kazu asked Satoshi, his twin shook his head and sighed deeply.

“Liar”, Kazu walked closer and pinched Satoshi’s cheeks.

“It hurts”, Satoshi pulled himself further and stares to Kazu’s face, “I just feel my painting is not good enough for the competition”, Satoshi muttered.

“You always said that every time you face the competition and the result, you always win and I don’t like your bad-mood section”, Kazu handed the new drawing book he bought, “For you”, he mumbled.

“Thank you Kazu chan”, Satoshi took it and hug his brother, Kazu always know how to make him feel better, even just with few words.

“You’re welcome”, Kazu ruffled the other’s hair, “Today I’m so lucky”, Kazu wanted to tell everything about what happened in his way home to Satoshi. He can’t share his secret to somebody else than his twin, usually he will tell anything, even though Satoshi only nod or not answering at all, just listen to what Kazu told him, but Kazu loves it.

“I’m so happy”, Kazu continued, he can see his brother lifted his eyebrow, questioning what makes him so happy, “Did you remember the handsome senior I told you about?”.

“Junichi or something”, Satoshi mumbled, put the drawing book in his table and he throws his body to the bed, Kazu followed him.

“Jun”, Kazu corrected, “He talked to me today”, Kazu pinched Satoshi again to release his happiness.

“You like him a lot”, Satoshi smiled.

“He’s so handsome”, Kazu’s face even looks sparkling when he said that. Satoshi chuckled, he never adores someone like Kazu did, because he never find someone more handsome than his twin, it’s a kind of weird feeling.

“Our neighbor send you regard”, Satoshi mumbled while playing with his pillow.

“Don’t say”, Kazu knew that their neighbor, Sakurai Sho is one of his big fan, every time he opened his room’s window which face Sho’s room, the sloppy shoulder guy will disturb him all the time, that’s why Kazu always run to Satoshi’s room or Masaki’s room to avoid the disturber.

“Why he doesn’t like Masaki nii chan, they are at the same age and will be perfect together”, Kazu said in harsh tune, “Or you”, he added to Satoshi.

“Me??, haha, I am nothing compared to you Kazu chan”, Satoshi said what is inside his mind, he always asking Masaki why he’s so difference with Kazu, his twin has everything that he doesn’t, but Masaki keep saying that Satoshi has something more than Kazu.

“You two are cute”, Masaki always told him.

“I hate him”, Kazu continued, he dislike Sho who liking him in annoying way, “Tell him to stop bothering me”, Kazu said, he got up from the bed, “Come on le’s eat our dinner, Nii chan must finished his cooking right now”, he pulled Satoshi’s hand, both of them walked to the kitchen.

“Here it is your favorite food”, Masaki put the bowl in front of Kazu and Satoshi.

“This is Kazu’s favorite”, Satoshi mumbled, his big brother always pay attention more to Kazu than him, he never consider it as a big deal but sometimes he’s jealous, maybe because their mother loves Satoshi the most, and when their parents divorced, Satoshi was asked to live with their mother but Kazu became sick and told Satoshi he would die if Satoshi leave, so he had no choice.

“When will tou chan go home Nii chan?”, Kazu asked.

“I don’t know, maybe next week”, Masaki frowned, he doesn’t like that their father only go home once in a month, just to give them money or make sure their house is not explode yet. Masaki sometimes want to run away too, but he always think about his younger brothers who need him so much, Kazu and Satoshi is easy kid, never fight or caused trouble to him, instead of it, they are so clever and discipline.  He usually talk much with Kazu since Satoshi is too quite, he can’t reach Satoshi’s mind, only Kazu who is good enough to talk to him. He loves both of them so much.

“Satoshi kun, how about your painting competition?”, Masaki wanted to know what made the younger in bad mood just now.

“Errrr,,,”

“He felt he can’t win”, Kazu answered for him.

“I’m sure you’ll win, just like Kazu said”.

“Thank you, Nii chan”, Satoshi smiled, he’s not in the mood of talking about it right now so he concentrates to his food and finished it faster than the other two.

“I think I will sleep earlier tonight”, Satoshi said and get up from the chair.

“Can I sleep in your room tonight?”, Kazu asked.

“Why?? You have your own bedroom”, Satoshi turned a gaze to his brother who smiles like a puppy to him, “Okay”, he ended.

“That’s my Satoshi”, Kazu continued his food.

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A week before the painting competition Satoshi didn’t finish his painting yet, and when Kazu entered his room, everything will be worse, Kazu will always talk about Jun that Satoshi even doesn’t’ know how he looks like.

“I think we get along”, Kazu explained that evening without knowing that Satoshi doesn’t have any mood to listen, “Errr I need your help”, then Kazu walked to Satoshi, stop him from his activity.

“Can I drag Jun to see your painting?”.

“WHAT??”, Satoshi rolled his eyes, doesn’t understand what Kazu meant.

“Well, errr, he likes painting a lot and I said that you are really good in it and he said that he wants to see your painting sometimes”, Kazu begged, “This is the chance for me to be closer to him, please, please, please”, he holds Satoshi’s hands.

“What if I say no?”, Satoshi attempting , Kazu’s eyes widened in disappointed.

“Just kidding”, Satoshi laughed, he likes to see Kazu frown when he attempt the latter, “You can drag your boyfriend here”.

“He’s not my boyfriend yet, I hope he will be”, Kazu holds Satoshi tight, so grateful for allowing him, usually the painter will say no even Kazu pretended to cry and beg like a child, but this time he seems loosen his rules and give Kazu a chance.

“You are so sweet when you beg like that”, Satoshi ruffled Kazu’s hair, he’s glad if he can give happiness to his twin, something he rarely did, the one who always care about him is Kazu, since their mother gone and their father is busy with his work.

“I’m glad that you stay, instead of follow kaa chan”, Kazu mumbled to Satoshi’s shoulder.

“Well I don’t want to see you die”, Satoshi chuckled and returned to his canvas, but he doesn’t really want to paint this time, he put his brush and stand, “Let’s take a walk Kazu chan”, he dragged the other’s hand and walked out.

“Oh no, that guy”, Kazu saw Sakurai Sho in front of his house, watering his flowers, he stop immediately when he saw the twin came out.

“Kazu chaaaaannn”, Sho waved his hand happily to Kazu who tried to hide behind Satoshi .

“I wonder where the twins gonna go”, Sho stared to them, seems so interested, he locked his gaze to Kazu’s figure.

“Not your business sloppy man”, Kazu muttered, dragged Satoshi further.

“You look even prettier with that sharp tongue”, Sho screamed behind them.

“Geez…”, Kazu looks so irritated, “What are you laughing at?”, he yelled to Satoshi who chuckled silently.

“He likes Kazu chan so much”, he said jealously, “Just like Masaki nii chan”, he added.

“Masaki nii chan?”, Kazu stopped his step, “What do you mean?”, he asked.

“No, nothing”, Satoshi just smiled and turned his gaze to the nearest tree, they arrived at the park, there are only few children there, playing happily.

“Satoshi, do you have someone you like?”, Kazu asked while laying to the grass and watch the evening sky above.

“No”, Satoshi answered, he followed the other to lie on the grass, “Because there’s no one likes me”, he smiled bitterly.

“You must be kidding me, I like you”, Kazu holds his twin’s fingers, “You’re cute”.

“Thanks Kazu chan”, Satoshi turned his sight to the birds which flies across the sky above them, sometimes he can’t stand of jealous feeling towards Kazu, how the people around them will love him, just like Sakurai guy who is so crazy about Kazu. They don’t talk anymore, just enjoy the air and decided to go home after dark.