Torn Part 2/?

[yun_miyake]

Title : Torn
Pairing : Ohmiya/Aiba/Sho/Jun
genre : Drama/AU
length : ChaPtered
rating : PG
sum : Kazu saw his shadow in the mirror ......
disclaimer : i own nothing but the Plot XD

i write this fic for my friend who just move to my apartment, now she becomes my neighbor LOL
since she's the fan of Ohmiya, i tried to write a fic about them. this is my first time creating Ohmiya fic LOL.
English is not my first language, Please forgive me for the wrong grammars.

TORN Part 2

Kazu saw his shadow in the mirror to check that he already dressed properly and looking good, as he said to Satoshi, today Matsumoto Jun will come to their house to see Satoshi’s painting. Satoshi watched Kazu, he smiled and think, fall in love can be this irritating, but he doesn’t speak up his mind.

“You already look so cool Kazu chan”, Satoshi ensured his twin while seeing the latter.

“I’m so nervous”, he muttered, force a smile to Satoshi.

“There’s someone in a date today, why didn’t you tell me?”, suddenly Masaki entered their room and he was amazed by Kazu who looked so neat inside their house.

“No Nii chan, he just visiting, and he’s not my boyfriend…..yet”, Kazu said the last word in whisper, turned a gaze to Satoshi.

“Kazu chan is so handsome today, even my heart beat harder by seeing you”, Masaki chuckled, attempting his younger brother.

The bell ring and three of them stares each other, “It must be him, I will open the door”, Kazu ran to the front door, he unlocked it and a wide smile appeared in his face once he saw the guy who stand there.

“Hello Kazu kun, how are you?”, Jun bowed a bit to the shorter, but because Kazu is too nervous he need a few seconds to hear Jun’s voice.

“I am f-fine Matsumoto san”, he opened the door wider and invited Jun to come in, Masaki appeared and bowed to his guest. Satoshi is still inside, Kazu had told him to wait in his room, so he just do what his brother commanded him.

“Nii chan this is Matsumoto san, my senior in school, Matsumoto san, this is my big brother, Masaki”, Kazu introduced them, Jun bowed and shook Masaki’s hand, “Your brother is the smartest guy in school, you must be proud”, Jun praised Kazu and make the latter hardly blush.

“I hope he’s better in school, because he always make noise here”, Masaki joked and laughed.

“So can I see the painting now?”, Jun asked Kazu who blinked confusingly beside him.

“Err yes, sure, this way”, he lead Jun to Satoshi’s painting room opened the door and let Jun entered. 

Satoshi stood up and bowed, Kazu walked to his side, “This is the painter my twin brother, Satoshi”, Kazu introduced his brother like he did a few minutes before.

Jun stared to Satoshi’s face for few seconds before he answering, it’s really surprised him that the twin is not identical at all except their height. Jun’s gaze looked like he studied Satoshi’s face, for real he was amazed by this figure.

“I’m Satoshi, nice to meet you”, Jun was awaken by the latter’s voice and he shook Satoshi’s hand confusingly.

“Nice to meet you Satoshi kun, I am Jun”, he smiled to the shorter.

“Kazu kun told me you’re a great painter, I can see it from your fingers”, Jun raised Satoshi’s fingers.

“T-thank you”, Satoshi mumbled, he wanted to free his hand, feel guilty to Kazu who stood beside them with the danger expression, but Jun didn’t notice it at all.

“It must be your painting”, Jun dragged Satoshi with him, still holding Satoshi’s hand, “Beautiful”, Jun praised, “Just like the one who paint it”, he continued.

“Errr it’s not complete yet actually”, Satoshi muttered and turned a gaze to Kazu, asked for help and apologize, Kazu looked so angry to Satoshi, he dressed properly and checked his shadow every second in the mirror just for Jun but the handsome guy seems not interested at him at all, instead of it he keeps praising Satoshi.

Kazu can’t stand of it, he walked out of the room, to the kitchen where his big brother is preparing some tea.

“Kazu chan what happened?”, Masaki looked to the younger’s face, knows the expression could be dangerous sign.

“I hate Satoshi”, he said, and he can see his brother’s eyes widened because hearing those three words.

“We talk latter, you may not shout him now, whatever he did, but I didn’t see he did something wrong to you, he obeyed what you said”, Masaki calmed the younger down, afraid he will be very angry and yell while Jun is still here.

Masaki brought the tea to Satoshi’s painting room, he knocked and Satoshi’s figure appeared, “Where is Kazu?”, he asked Masaki, he knows Kazu is very mad at him right now, but he can’t do anything.

“He’s outside”, Masaki gave a sign not to ask further, “Matsumoto san please enjoy the tea”, Masaki handed the tea to Jun who took it, “You’re so lucky to have such a wonderful brother”, Jun winked and looked to Satoshi’s face. Masaki mumbled “Thanks”, he’s truly scared now, if Kazu get mad it will be disaster, unlike Satoshi, Kazu sometimes become so emotional if the thing doesn’t go as what he planned, doesn’t care whose fault is this.

Jun left two hours next, he talked to Satoshi much, asked anything about him and his painting, his school, his hobbies, during those two hours Kazu frowned badly in the kitchen, muted. When Jun decided to back home, he didn’t move from his place, he let Masaki and Satoshi handled it.

“Satisfy?”, Kazu stood up when he saw Satoshi walked from front door.

“Kazu chan listen…”, Satoshi approached Kazu, wanted to explain.

“You’re a jerk!!”, Kazu didn’t want to hear any word from Satoshi, he looked to his twin’s face with the hateful expression.

“Kazu chan”, this time Masaki who spoke, he put his hand to Kazu’s shoulder, “It’s not his fault”.

“I don’t care!!”, Kazu yelled, push Masaki aside, “Nii chan also in his side now?, I thought you love me more than him, like you always told me”, Kazu ran to his room, slammed the door loudly, leaving Masaki and Satoshi in the kitchen. Satoshi was shocked by what Kazu said, so his brother doesn’t love him like he loves Kazu, even he sometimes can see it but it was so much hurt when it’s spoken in front of him.

“Satoshi kun”, Masaki lost his color when he heard Kazu’s voice, he looked to his younger brother’s face, feel so much guilty.

Satoshi just grinned bitterly, he walked to his room in silent, don’t know what to answer, this is the first time Kazu shouted at him, just because someone pay attention to him more than Kazu. He was hurt by it, there’s no one praised him if Kazu around, his twin is so much beautiful compared to him. Masaki knocked his door softly but Satoshi ignored it, he doesn’t want to see Masaki’s face right now. The only one who loves him the most is his kaa chan, and she’s away. With hurt feeling, finally Satoshi fell asleep.

The next day he was awaken by some weird sound from his painting room, like someone who tear something. He got up to check what’s happening. He opened the door.

“Kazu what are you doing?”, he was shocked and anger ruled his head when he saw what Kazu have done.

“Not my painting you idiot!!”, he approached Kazu, tried to stop him, but Kazu pushed him aside, the latter continued to destroyed the painting.

“Stop it!!”, Satoshi stood up and holds Kazu’s hand to stop him. Satoshi pushed Kazu aside this time, his twin hit the wall and stared to him like a killer, Satoshi glanced to the knife in Kazu’s hand and he thinks about the worst.

The door opened again and Masaki came in, he pulled Kazu away from Satoshi, looked so shocked.

“What the hell is going on here?”, he grabbed the knife from Kazu’s hand.

“My painting”, Satoshi down on his knees, he can’t believe that Kazu had destroyed his painting. He made it with all his might, spent much time, he wanted to finish it today and he cried.

“KAZU!!”, Masaki shouted so angry, he walked to Kazu and slapped his face, “Apologize!”.

Kazu looked at Masaki’s eyes, holding his cheek, and without saying a word he ran out of the room.

“Kazu!!”, Masaki yelled but he was ignored.

He heard Satoshi’s sob and he holds the younger’s body to him, “Satoshi kun I’m sorry”, the tears make his t-shirt wet and he feels the faint inside his heart to see his twin fought. He had been seeing the twin growing up peacefully; they never fight or shouted each other. Kazu always be the one who talkative  and Satoshi is the loyal listener. Maybe Kazu is extremely jealous because someone he likes paid attention more to Satoshi than him. Masaki felt so guilty for always saying Kazu is more handsome and talented to the kid, and now he must face the reality, Kazu can’t accept that his twin is better than him.

“I hate Kazu”, Satoshi whispered.

“It’s just because he’s angry, he loves you Satoshi”, Masaki wiped his brother’s head.

“Masaki Nii chan loves Kazu more than me”, Satoshi released his body from Masaki and got up.
“No, Satoshi, I’m not! I love both of you”.

Satoshi smirked, he walked to his room, and close the door behind him, he was so angry to Kazu. The kid had destroyed everything. Feel that his Nii chan is unfair for loving Kazu more than him.

“Is this the time for me to go to Kaa chan?”, he remembered that his mother told him to go to her whenever he wants, and now he needs to there. Masaki and Kazu will be fine without him. Kazu doesn’t have to be worry about Jun anymore. He send a message to his kaa chan, tell her that he will go to her house, maybe for a long time and his kaa chan replied happily. Told him she had been missing him every day.

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Kazu’s phone ringing non-stop, but he ignored it. It must be Masaki nii chan who called him, he continued his steps to the beach, feel the wind touch his skin and the sound of the wave entering his ears. Kazu took a deep breath and sit down on the sand. He remembered Satoshi’s face when he tore the painting, how he cried on the floor.

“What I have done??”, he touched his cheek which was slapped by his brother and now he realize he deserve it.

“Seem I’m not the only one who troubled today”, a voice shocked him. He turned his head and his eyes met a figure he knew a lot.

“What makes you come here? Did you follow me?”, Kazu answered in a harsh tune, this man is the last man on earth he wanted to meet when he got trouble.

“This is the public place, I go here often and today I’m so lucky to meet Kazu chan here”, Sho sits next to Kazu, followed the other to stares at the wave in front of them.

 “It’s rare to see Kazu chan without his twin”, Sho looks around, expecting Satoshi will appear but no one comes.

“Not your business”, Kazu sizzles.

“Are you fighting?”, Sho asked again, didn’t care with Kazu’s reaction, he already used to it.

“He stole my property”, Kazu answered, at least there’s someone who will listen to him right now.

“Your property?? You can ask him to return it, I think you talk so much better than him”, Sho felt weird, he knew the twins since a long time and Satoshi seems always do what Kazu wants.

“Well I think I have to grab my property back”, he turned his head to see Sho properly, this is the first time he and Sho sit down together like this. Usually he always run away when Sho approaches. He has to admit that Sho is quite handsome, but he fell hard for Jun who isn’t interested at him.

“Was the man yesterday your boyfriend?”, Sho suddenly asked.

“Err..”

“The handsome man who came to your house, Kazu chan seems so perfect with him”, Sho continued, didn’t try to hide his disappointment.

“Haha, you make mistake, he’s not my boyfriend”, Kazu said, feels weird he talks about it with Sho.

“Ooo, so I still have a chance to win Kazu chan’s heart”.

“You wish”, Kazu can’t hold his smile while saying that, though he’s so troubled this time.

His phone rang again and he picked up, his brother’s voice heard so angry and worry.

“Where are you?? You didn’t pick my phone up!”.

“Sorry Nii chan, I’m on my way home now, don’t worry”.

“I’ve been looking for you!”.

Kazu chuckled, his anger has gone away, carried by the wind, “You must looking for me in the park right?”.

“Yes, and you’re not here, you must go home now and apologize to Satoshi!”.

“Yes nii chan”, suddenly his heart becomes heavy, remember about the painting, his mistake was unforgivable, he can’t do anything to bring the painting back. Kazu walked back home, Sho followed behind him, but this time, Kazu let his neighbor do that without trying to escape.

TO BE CONTINUED