Moment, You and Me (One shot)

[yun_miyake]

Title : Moment, You and Me
Pairing : Juntoshi (Jun centric), Ohno, Nino, Aiba, Sho
Length : One Shot (6225 words)
Genre : Au, friendship, fluff, fiction, angst
Rating : PG
Disclaimer : I wish they were mine, but it's impossible T__T
Summary : They promised that they would never hurt each other feeling by something called 'love' inside their friendship.
Beta reader : eiko_lotus

MOMENT, YOU AND ME

They promised that they would never hurt each other’s feeling with something like ‘love’ inside their friendship.

They had been together since five years ago, even though there were age differences among them, but that didn’t affect their friendship at all. They laughed; hanging out and sometimes went for a trip together once in a while when they have same off day.

Five years seemed so fast and happy for them, that was what Jun exactly felt. Being the youngest among his friends meant he was treated like a spoiled kid but it reduced lately, since Jun always complain that he had grown up and he could do anything by himself.

He glanced to the photo frame on his table where beloved friends smiled cheerfully. Aiba who laughed happily beside the stingy guy, Nino, Sho the smartest guy next to Nino and Jun himself sat on the grass while holding the eldest in the group, Ohno. He locked his eyes to Ohno a little longer than anyone else. He sighed deeply, love was forbidden between them because they believe it would just hurt their friendship when the love ended and their friendship would be ruined, can’t be fixed anymore. For that reason Jun hided his feeling away.

He put the photo and grabbed his jacket, walked out to Aiba’s place where they decided to gather before heading the train station. They planned to go for a trip to a mountain after their test finished, except Ohno, who already completed his study three months earlier than all of them. Jun knew the elder already looking for advance school, which Jun hoped wouldn’t be at another city, since he wouldn’t want to be far away from his cute friend.

“Jun!’

He stopped and turned around to see Ohno approached him with the bag which looked heavy on his back.

“Cold.” Jun commented but he waited until Ohno finally walked beside him and wrapped his hand to Ohno’s shoulder, something that he likes so much, hoped that the other can feel his love vibrate through his hand. 

Ohno was the eldest but also the shortest among five of them. Jun loved to hold him like this every time they walk together and the good thing, Ohno let him do this. However, he’s not the only one, Nino, Aiba, and Sho loves to touch Ohno. For some unclear reason, Ohno is the type of someone who attract affection from them easily and Jun wonder if his friend had another feeling beyond their touch towards Ohno, like him.

Jun didn’t know when it started, he began to feel nerves if Ohno closed to him, wanted to kiss the elder while he was asleep on their night over party and he let the feeling grow bigger inside his chest, despite the rules on their group.

“Hi guys.” Nino was already there when Jun and Ohno arrived. Jun waved his hand and he wished he could scream to the other when he touched Ohno’s butt. Something that Jun didn’t like but he gulped his words properly and distracted his attention to Aiba who still struggle to put many things into his bag.

“You don’t need to bring them all, Aiba.” Jun took a seat near his friend and his sight wondered around. Sho seemed not here yet, maybe still checked his stuffs three times already before go, typically Sho, Jun thought.

“I bring my favorite comics, it helps us when we can’t sleep.” he grinned to Jun.

“You sound like Sho already.” Jun commented. He himself didn’t bring many things since they only spent two nights. He only brought what he needed, except extra pajama for someone who he thinks would need it.

He heard Sho arrived already so he walked out of the house, didn’t expect his face would be wet, because the water from the bucket above the door hit him all of sudden.

“Ups.” he heard Nino’s bratty voice and he could guess that he was the victim of their morning joke, he and Ohno of course. Jun wiped his face, felt the cold water streaming down to his neck and Nino’s laughing voice pissed him off badly.

“Jun kun, gomen.” Ohno grinned guiltily to him, took some tissues to wipe the water from his face. Jun stared to the face while the shorter tiptoed and moved his hands on him. He just realizes how beautiful Ohno’s appearance from this close, everything seemed perfect. His face looks like a painting which created by someone who imaged him perfectly, maybe Ohno knew that his eyes were too focused when he chuckled.

“Are you sleepy?” Ohno’s voice startled him up and Jun shook his head strongly to make his thinking go away. It can’t be, no matter how much he fell for Ohno, it will never come true. They would stay as friend forever, but at least he can love Ohno as a friend, a special one.

“Can you stop act like a child!” he snapped, but Nino didn’t stop laugh, even Sho also laughed, which made Jun cancelled what he was going to say to them.

“Let’s go guys.” Aiba finally succeed with his over-sized bag and lead the way to the station. As expected, Nino bothered the tallest all time and it’s enough to entertain them. Jun glanced to Ohno who kept silent, seemed he was drowning in his own mind. Jun walked beside him and he smiled.

“Are you okay?” Jun asked. Ohno was rarely telling them about his problem and Jun hated it. He wanted to be the one Ohno can count on, not that he would be able to find the best way out, but at least he can give a little help.

“Nothing, I just want to memorize this trip on my mind.” Ohno answered. He readjusted his scarf while talking and Jun suddenly felt unease.

“You found it, the school that you wish for, didn’t you?” Jun guessed. His worry that Ohno would go far from here made his throat dry.

“I think so, but let’s not talk about it now, it’s time to have fun, Jun kun.” he added, knew that Jun didn’t like how Ohno called him that way. Jun nodded, he wanted to hold Ohno’s hand when Nino’s voice heard, screamed at them.

“Oi grandpas!! Can you walk a bit faster? We’ll miss the train!”

Jun laughed, he grabbed Ohno’s hand and they ran towards the train which already crowded by people. Lucky that they found empty space on the train but only four seats so one of them must stand. They glanced at each other before did rock, paper, scissors to decide who would stand.

Ohno lose this time, Jun smiled to encourage him and told him that he can use Jun’s lap if he wanted to. Ohno nodded and they chatted for few minutes before Nino dozed off on Aiba’s shoulder and Sho drowned himself on his books. Jun felt sleepy as well, he looked at Ohno’s face, who stared outside, the same deep-thinking-expression earlier covered his face.

“Ohno kun, do you want to sleep?” Jun stood up, joined the other to see the scene outside the train which look ran backwards.

“Jun kun looks sleepy too.” he tilted up to see Jun’s eyes.

“Yeah, my lap is still available anyway.” Jun offered the same thing, wished that Ohno would say yes this time. Ohno glanced doubtfully to the other three who already lost their conscious. Jun followed the elder’s gaze.

“We still have another two hours to arrive.” Jun flopped his back to the chair again and Ohno grinned sleepily to him before agreed to sit on his lap.

“Sorry.” he mumbled, “Your legs will be cramp when we get the place.” Ohno press his weight to his tights and Jun smiled, indicating he doesn’t mind it at all. It doesn’t need much time before both of them asleep, Jun wrapped his hands to Ohno’s waist, wished the trip would never end.

“J, we’re here.” Nino shook his shoulder and Jun opened his eyes confusedly.

He searched for his bag and with half-conscious and non-stop yawning then followed his friends outside. Ohno’s lips curved in smile when Jun finally came out, the elder was still talking with Sho and Jun knew he couldn’t mention about what they shared few hours before or Nino would talk about dreadful betrayal of their rule, which Jun admitted, he already stepped too far with his feeling to Ohno.

They continued their trip, Aiba withdrew a messing map from his full bag and his finger pointed the inn where they will stay. They planned to have out bond games in the afternoon, but after they finished their late lunch.

“We must walk around 20 minutes until we get there.” Aiba explained and four of them nodded. Jun walked at the back when Nino chose to chat with Ohno and he tried not to feel any jealous feeling to see them laugh happily. Sometimes Aiba joined their conversation and he couldn’t take his eyes off of Ohno’s smiling face even he realized a little thing, Ohno’s smile to him more gentle and shady. Jun quickly assure himself he only imagined it. He was obsessed too much, but he felt happy that he can own Ohno for the short two hours just now, not too bad.

They arrived at the inn, wrote their names at the receptionist and the keeper gave them two keys with unique accessories. Sho and Aiba took it then all of them headed the rooms where they will spend the night in. Jun glanced hopefully at Ohno who drown on his silent mode. It would be so good if they get the same room, but he didn’t dare to ask or the other might feel there’s something wrong in the way he preferred Ohno to the other three.

Aiba unlocked the first door and he stepped inside, followed by Nino.

“I’ll choose here.” Nino put his small bag on the chair and claimed the bed, flopped his body there, he looked at the others who laughed to see his cute act.

“I don’t want to be in one room with Sho, he snores too loud.” Nino rolled his eyes to them and everyone pays attention to Sho who still hold another key.

“Fine, I’ll sleep alone at the other room,” he pretended to snap, turned his body towards the door. Jun glanced at Ohno, the chance to be alone with Ohno in one room is gone but Jun would be relief if he can sleep at the same room, even with Sho as addition.

“J, join us.” Nino threw the pillow to him. Jun automatically exchanged his sight with Ohno. He needed good reason to refuse Nino’s request and he couldn’t find a good one.

“Jun kun will be with me, I put few of my stuffs in his bag, so it would be better if we sleep in the same room,” the one who answer was Ohno, his neutral face even surprised Jun. That guy just told a lie with the perfect expression, a very innocent face.

“Come on Jun kun,” Ohno grabbed his hand and Jun gulped, he saw Nino’s mouth fell open, but he didn’t have time to analyze further.

They followed Sho to the other room, as they entered, three comfort beds welcomed them. Sho already chose the bed near the window and Jun got the middle one, while Ohno took the rest. He put his bag on the bed and flopped his back there and Ohno did the same thing. He wanted to ask about what just happened in the first room, but Sho was still here, so he would wait until they have the right timing.

“I’m hungry,” Sho muttered from his bed, he laid on his stomach, his eyes wandered around.

“We can eat something after this, and out bond, right?” Jun asked, he yawned widely, the bed is really attempting to be slept on.

“Yeah, Aiba made a perfect schedule,” Sho said, he stood up and searched for another T-shirt in his bag.

“Let’s get ready,” he said again to Jun and Ohno who nodded in silent.

They finished changing their clothes, once again headed the lobby to find a place for lunch. Jun placed himself beside Ohno, they walked few steps behind Sho.

“Ohno kun, why did you…”

“I don’t think you could handle Nino and Aiba when they fight each other over the smallest thing,” Ohno answered even before he finished the question.

The answer was a bit far from his expectation, he wished Ohno would say, ‘because I want Jun kun close to me’ but Ohno wasn’t a person who can spoiled him, so he smiled and thanked the elder for his understanding. They enjoyed the delicious lunch and also the fun out bond until dark, returned to the inn with exhaustion but also satisfaction.

The night covered the inn, Jun tried not to be too nerves when all of them shared the public bathe, distracted his gaze as much as he could from Ohno’s naked body and he breathed in relieve when the bathe timing was over. Damn, since when he became like a young girl who falls in love with one of the senior in school?

Jun took his favorite comic from his bag to make him sleep easier. Sho also read something seriously on his own bed, but Ohno’s bed is empty. Maybe he went outside to refresh his mind or daydreaming at the yard. He cancelled his comic and walked outside, hoped to see Ohno there and talked with him, just like this afternoon. He almost reaches the yard when he heard Ohno was talking on the phone.

“Yes, I already bought the ticket.” Jun heard what the other said and he hid behind the pillar, listen to Ohno silently.

“I talked to the principal and he said everything is okay, yes, by the end of this month.” Ohno walked further and Jun followed.

“Thanks for your help, we’ll meet soon.” Ohno ended the conversation and he inserted his phone to his pocket, Jun still hid himself behind one of the pillar. Ohno hid something from him and the other tree. He remembered Ohno’s face wasn’t so happy all this day, though he laughed so hard with them. It must got something to do with his advanced school, certainly.

Jun waited until the shorter returned to their room. Sho was completely asleep when Jun entered, he closed the door silently and walked towards his bed. Ohno was still awake, he smiled to Jun who replied half-heartedly, Ohno’s earlier conversation still lingered his head.

“Today was fun, nee Jun kun,” Ohno said.

“Yeah,” Jun felt his heart sank when he imagined the possibility that this will be the very last trip for Ohno before he go to the unknown place and never come back to them. He might find a girl he likes and the world will over for Jun.

“Jun, are you okay?”

“I, yeah, I’m okay, I’ll sleep now, we  must wake up early tomorrow,” Jun pulled the blanket to his chin, his eyes still focused on Ohno who also crawled under his blanket, but his eyes blinked to the ceiling.

“I wish we could go here again,” Ohno murmured.

“Why not?” Jun tried to ask.

“Yeah, why not?” Ohno turned his face to him and smiled warmly, “Oyasumi, Jun kun.”

“Oyasumi.”

Jun tried to shut his eyes, but he didn’t sleepy yet. His mind travelled everywhere on today’s occasion, when Ohno sits on his lap, when Ohno naked under the water, when Ohno smiled to him, but he can hear Nino’s voice, ‘rule, J, rule’. He pouted and repaired his pillow when he almost screamed in shock to see Ohno beside him, but his eyes were shut, looks like he was walking on his sleep.

“Cold,” Ohno muttered, “Let me,” his hands moved forward and he leaned to Jun’s pillow, “Sleep here,” Ohno dropped his head to Jun’s pillow. His hair touched him, tickled his nose and he tried hard not to sneeze. Ohno seemed didn’t know what he was doing but Jun let him, this was more than best to sleep with only one pillow with the smallest one. Ohno’s breath heard steady, indicating that he was in deep sleep. Jun wrapped the blanket to him and he shut his eyes again, this time he didn’t need long time to follow Ohno.

***

When the alarm clock on the table beside Jun’s bed rang, all of them opened their eyes lazily. Ohno was still curled up under the blanket and Jun’s arm.

“Ohno kun, it’s morning.” Jun shook the other’s shoulder, Ohno took few deep breath before he completely recognized that he wasn’t in his own bed.

“Uwaa,” he screamed, jumped from Jun’s bed and squished his pajamas warily. Jun must admit that Ohno looks totally cute, “Jun kun, sorry, I didn’t remember, I often walk on my sleep.”

“I didn’t know you have such disease.”

Sho was awaken too, he looked at his two friends with half-opened eyes, clearly didn’t realize that Ohno and Jun shared a bed for all night, well, Jun hoped so.

“Nice disease.” Jun answered, he looked at Ohno and smiled meaningfully to him. It was not the best time to talk about it or perhaps it’s better to be left unsaid. Jun murmured to the other two that they have to be hurry before Aiba and Nino found other topic and reason to scold them about wasting time. Jun actually hated to wake up in the morning, but only for these three days, he made an exception.

“You slept so tight.” Jun muttered to Ohno when they started to climb the hills where Aiba mentioned about great sunrise. They were left behind, just like yesterday.

“Sorry Jun.” Ohno shyly looked at Jun’s face, and for Jun, it was a perfect view in this early morning.

“I didn’t mind it.” Jun added in his mind, ‘I wish for another bed sharing tonight’.

They cached up with the others and continued to walk together. Jun was separated with Ohno by Nino again, until they reached the peak of the hills.

“Fiiuuhhh, I’m out of breath.” Nino leaned to the nearest tree. He hated sport, climbed many stairs was such a torture for him.

“Come on Nino, do we have to carry you down? It’s better to leave you up here.” Jun laughed at his friend who gave him snapping gaze.  

“Shut up J!”

All of them laughed. Jun’s eyes focused to the east sky where the sun was about to rise. Slowly the orange color spread wider. The cloud with funny shapes looked so beautiful when the light from the morning sun hit them. Jun and the others paid their attention fully to the scene. He took a deep breath, straighten his body, the sun rise was indeed such a touching scene.

“It’s cool,” he said.

They stayed there until around 9 am since everyone needed breakfast, so they come back down the hills in silent. Jun walked behind Ohno, he still curious about the ticket which the other mentioned last night on his phone calls. Ticket to where? Another city? Or another country? Jun was too busy thinking, didn’t see there was a root which poked above the ground, his foot tripped on it and he fell to the solid ground, felt his muscle had just sprained.

“Ouch,” he groaned in pain.

“Jun, are you okay?” Aiba approached him, helped him to stand. Nino laughed at him, but Ohno and Sho looked to him with worry face.

“Anything hurt?” Aiba asked him, Jun felt pain in his ankle, he checked it, “I think my ankle sprained,” he answered.

“Can you walk?” Ohno took his other hand. He didn’t want to make them worry so he nodded, forced his feet to step.

“Be careful,” Ohno kept holding his hand and Jun felt grateful for this. He walked slowly and lamely, cursed the root inside his mind but also thanked it, so he had another reason to grip Ohno’s hand.

“I want to eat melon bread,” Aiba murmured to them.

None of them answered, they were out of energy already. When they arrived at the canteen in the left side of the inn, they grabbed what they found first and ordered hot milks.

“How about camp fire tonight,” Sho suggested. He checked the facilities in the inn, it provided the camp fire at the back yard.

“Nice idea, what would we do this afternoon?” Jun asked Aiba, the schedule maker.

“Errrr, we would visit the town, looking for souvenir or maybe can experience to make one,” he inserted back the paper to his pocket. They finished the brunch and returned to their room.

“I think I’d better stay here,” Jun’s ankle was swelling and felt hurt. He couldn’t walk for such distance around the town. Ohno approached him, looked carefully to his injured foot.

“I’ll stay with you.” he said unexpectedly, glanced to Sho who already finished changing his outfit and got ready to walk out again.

“I can’t let you alone, who knows you need something,” Ohno added. He patted Jun’s shoulder, who didn’t answer, couldn’t believe that he had another chance to be with Ohno again, just both of them.

Sho disappeared through the door, Jun murmured sorry to him that he caused trouble and to Ohno who chose to stay instead of following the others around. But the older boy said he was a bit tired and didn’t feel interested to make a souvenir. They chatted about the trip and finally Ohno mentioned about his advance school and his dream to be a painter.

“I want to have my own museum someday,” his face shone like the morning sun when he spoke about art. Jun didn’t understand much about painting or art stuff but he is one of Ohno’s fan when the elder create something artistic, “Jun kun must visit it,” he joked.

“My pleasure.” Jun immediately answered, “Sorry to ask again, but you must already found the school you want, I mean the art academy or something, the place where you can increase your talent,” Jun didn’t try to hide his admiring in his words when he offered that question to Ohno.

“I think so, errr Jun,” Ohno’s face turned serious and Jun gulped, the elder moved closer to him.

“This could be my last trip with you guys, I will go to France at the end of month, my scholarship was approved and I got a chance to study there.”

Jun kept silent, couldn’t decide in which state he was right now. Happy that Ohno would reach his dream? Sad that Ohno would go so far away from him for a very long time? Worry because Ohno couldn’t speak France? Everything mixed in his head, but he forced his lips to form a smile.

“You’re cool,” he said to the other who still looked at him sharply, “Did the other know?” he asked again.

Ohno shook his head, “You’re the first to know,” he said, “You’re the one who can handle your feeling,”  Ohno chuckled lightly, “I think Nino or Aiba would shout in surprised if I tell them.”

‘I am shocked, idiot!’ Jun screamed inside his mind. He wanted to give the other a hug to congratulate him, but all he could do was smile to his hands, didn’t dare to see Ohno’s face. This is his only one chance to say that he was in love with the older, but could he? How will Ohno react to this? Would he hate him? It was bad if Ohno hated him when they must be apart for a long time. No, he can’t do it. He forgot about his sprained ankle, stood up quickly planned to get out of the room before he fell again to the floor.

“What are you doing?” Ohno’s wary face is so close to him. Jun bit his lip to prevent the pain and he held the other into a tight hug to release his feeling, but still stay quite.

“Jun,” Ohno stroked his back. This is his first time for him to hold Ohno this way during these five years. “Jun, are you okay, your foot must hurt, let’s go back to the bed,” Ohno managed to help him but Jun tighten his embrace.

“Please stay like this for a while,” Jun whispered. If this was the last trip he wanted to memorize it in his mind like what Ohno said to him. He held back his tears when he imagined that Ohno would be in France next month. Till when? Maybe 4 years, or more, can he keep his feeling for that long time?

“Ohno kun, you’ll be a great painter.” Jun finally released his embrace and tried to return to his bed, when Ohno leaned into him and meet their lips with the way he never dreamed about.

 Jun was so surprise to feel his lips being touched like that for the first time. His eyes were wide open seeing Ohno’s face glued on his. But he saw how Ohno closed his eyes then he followed. It was then when Jun realized why people always closed their eyes during kissing, because the sweetest thing in it could never be seen but only felt. He felt so happy and they linked their fingers together as if afraid to be separated.

As the perfection, the rain’s drop sound from outside the window became their back sound. Jun forgot about the rule of their friendship. That is not important now, when Ohno finally kissed him, the only thing that matter was Ohno, only Ohno.

“The rain ruined everything, we could go longer, Jun, Ohno kun what do you think of….”

Both of them who still drowned in the kiss turned their head to the door, where Nino, Aiba, and Sho stood with the same shocked face, they stared each other for seconds.

“I must already know it,” Nino said coldly, he threw something to Jun’s bed, “Here your souvenir, I guess I’ll go home now, enjoy your honey moon,” he turned back to the door.

Aiba and Sho didn’t say anything but they chased after Nino, Jun can heard Aiba pursued Nino that they were mistaken about what they just saw.

“I’ll talk to them,” Ohno push himself off the floor, helped Jun to sit on the bed, “Everything will be alright Jun,” he patted Jun’s head and followed the other to Aiba’s room,

Jun looked outside the window. Ohno has just kissed him, if only Nino and the other didn’t show up, he must be so happy now, but his friends’ expression was enough to explain that they didn’t agree about love matter inside them. But Ohno will go, it will never be the same without Ohno, the one who can control their temper, always listen to their problems, never show them a troubling face, that Ohno will be gone and Jun probably will fight with Nino so often after this.

He waited for almost an hour, before Ohno returned to their room.

“They must be angry,” Jun said sadly. The other didn’t follow Ohno back to the room. They didn’t want to see his face because they considered him as a betrayer, he thought.

“It’s okay,” Ohno sat closely to him, “Do you want to eat something?” Ohno asked, clearly didn’t want to talk about it.

“No,” Jun shortly answered. He couldn’t face his friends tomorrow. He made a big mistake, they shouldn’t fall in love to each other.

“Don’t worry Jun, they are okay, I’ll make sure of it,” Ohno pulled him to his embrace again and Jun tried to feel relieve. He wished this night never end, they will come back home tomorrow morning but he wanted to be with Ohno as long as he can.

***

Jun arrived home tiredly. He flopped to his bed, planned to sleep all day. He felt a bit relieved, at least Aiba and Sho still talk to him. He ignored Nino who stared at him and Ohno coldly, challenge them if they dare to kiss again inside the train. Ohno, in the other hand, acted as if there was nothing happened. He helped Jun walk all the way due to his sprained ankle and forced him to take him home, which Jun accepted happily.

There were still two weeks remain before Ohno depart to France which already known by all of them, Jun really wanted to be with Ohno for the whole remaining days. As his foot getting better, he accompanied Ohno to finish his preparation for the departure and also helped him to pick new clothes, something that Ohno never like.

“I wish I could come with you.” Jun said sadly to the other when they spent the last evening before Ohno’s departure. Actually Jun wanted Ohno to make small farewell party before he went but Ohno didn’t like the idea, he said it would made him feel so much sad.

“I’ll return here before you even know it,” Ohno squeezed his hands, Jun squeezed back.

He sighed, Nino still refused to talk to him but he would think about it later. He leaned to Ohno thinking, when the time they can meet again, they would become older. He worried that the feeling between them would change as the time went by.

“Ohno kun, don’t forget me,” Jun hugged Ohno tightly. This is the very last time for him to do this. Ohno said that he didn’t want to be taken to the airport. He hated to wave good-bye, so did Jun.

“Never, we’ve been together for five years,” Ohno whispered in his ear, “I wish I kissed you earlier,” he pulled his head, put his hand in the back of Jun’s neck and leaned closer to give Jun a deep meaningful kiss, making sure Jun would never forget this one.

***

“I don’t think I apply for this one.” Nino rubbed his hair that afternoon.

They were picking the university pamphlet on their messing desk. Aiba was seriously reading one. He said he wanted to learn photograph. Since Sho already entered the Economy faculty two years ago, a year after Ohno departed to France, now it was Jun and Nino’s turn to decide where they would like to study. Jun had not made any choice yet, he was not sure what to study in advance, perhaps learning how to make delicious food is interesting.

It had been three years and only with emails from Ohno he passed the days. Ohno looked happy in the pictures he sent and that made Jun breathed in relieve. If Ohno happy he would be happy too. He couldn’t describe how he missed Ohno these three years and he was not sure whether Ohno will come back next year as he said.

He grew taller than three years ago and how his friends compliment him that he was so handsome. How the girls idolized him, wanted him to be their boyfriend. But Jun only loves Ohno, no matter how pretty the girls who confessed to him, they didn’t stand a chance. Aiba mocked him that he was stupid to refuse those girls.

“You can use them as a distraction Jun, before Ohno kun returned,” Aiba giggled to him once.

Jun only gave a fierce look to make Aiba silent. If he wanted to leave Ohno, he would do it since the very first time and not letting himself drowning in his longing for three years.

He walked to his desk, planned to send another email to Ohno, explained that he would learn to be a chef. If Ohno wanted to have his own museum, Jun wanted to have his own restaurant.

Days, weeks, months, years passed quickly, Ohno still hadn’t return yet, though he graduated his education already. Jun worked part time at the sweets shop to practice what he learned at his school. He and the other three still met regularly. He was glad that Nino finally forgives him since that guy dated somebody as well. All of them missed Ohno so much.

Just like tonight when Jun had to work over-time because his friend couldn’t go to work due to high fever and he must takes the charge. He straightens his body tiredly, put all of his effort to finish the last desert, a quite tiring one.

“Jun, the person who ordered it requested you to bring the desert, he said he wants to see the maker directly,” the other waiter told him when Jun finished his biggest creation for today.

“What?” Jun never brought the order by himself and he knew how mess he was right now, after spent all day at the kitchen.

“Customer satisfaction is priority, come on Jun, make it quick,” his friend handed him the tray.

Jun took it doubtfully, glanced to his reflection on the metal serving table and as expected he looked like a mess. But he had no time to repair his look so he walked to the table where a man waiting for his order.

“Sorry for keep you waiting Sir, here is your or…”

Jun couldn’t finish his sentence when he realized who was sitting in front of him.

“Sorry for keep you waiting, Jun kun,” the other smiled to him.

Jun freezes. He looked again, afraid that his eyes lied to him. The costumer was Ohno, his love, was here, so real in front of him. But why? Why Ohno didn’t tell him about it.

“Jun, tadaima,” Ohno said again before Jun held the other tightly. He didn’t care if people looked at them. He missed this man like crazy and he had already imagined this moment for so many times.

“I missed you,” Jun’s voice shaken in delight and happiness, he kept holding Ohno for another long minutes, before released the other, “When did you back? Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I just want to give surprise, I just returned this afternoon and called the other, but forbid them to tell you.”

“I really want to kiss you right now,” Jun whispered. He stared to Ohno’s face, the other didn’t change at all, only the hair style that different. He even looks younger and so much handsome than he remembered since the last time they met.

“You grew up,” Ohno commented first, “And look tired,” he added.

“Not again, I’m getting ready to go home now, can you wait a moment, I’ll be right back,” Jun saw Ohno nodded lightly. He ran to the back room, change his outfit quickly, throw his uniform carelessly in to the locker and shout good bye to his friend who were giggling to see his act.

“You’re lucky to have day off tomorrow, enjoy your night Jun!”

“Thanks,” he walked fast to the Ohno’s table. Ohno still enjoying the desert that Jun made.

“You are so talented,” Ohno compliment him and Jun smiled shyly. He waited for Ohno until finish the dessert and felt himself blushing seeing the chubby cheek gulp down his creation delightfully before they headed home together, walked while holding hands as if they didn’t have four years of separation.

He wanted to talk with Ohno about so many things. He would like to hear what Ohno did in France, but it can wait, anything can wait since for tonight, he just wanted to hold Ohno all night long. Maybe the other thinks the same, because Ohno just grip his hand all the way home.

“Ohno kun will stay, nee?” Jun asked nervously, he didn’t want to be far from Ohno tonight.

“Only if Jun kun want,” he replied, Jun chuckled happily, they stepped while holding each other’s hand, didn’t say anything until they reached Jun’s place.

***

They are on the way to the airport. Jun glanced to his friends’ faces, Aiba and Nino was busy playing with their game, Sho was reading newspaper related to economic matters, his current job, while Jun looked outside the window like what Ohno did.

Ohno didn’t get the seat again, just like the trip four years ago, but this time was different. Instead of went into out bond camp, they were heading the airport to take Ohno and him. Ohno asked him if he would like to go to Italy together, which Jun answered without much thinking. He would go wherever Ohno go and he can work at Italian restaurant to upgrade his skill.

“Ohno kun, want to use my lap?” Jun offered, he smiled to Ohno who nodded without hesitation.

“I waited for that,” he chuckled and sits on Jun’s lap which Jun just knew that it was Ohno’s favorite place to sit.

“Thanks for all.” Jun thanked the other softly in his ear. Ohno only nodded and smiled to him, “I am happy Jun kun go with me,” he said.

Jun flopped his head to Ohno’s back. From now on he and Ohno would stay together. He had been waiting for this day to come and regret nothing by falling in love to Ohno. He knew no matter how hard the days they will face, Ohno will always there for him and he will do the same thing.

“I love you, Ohno Satoshi,” he whispered. 

a/n : another juntoshi one shot from me *grin* I really enjoyed to write this one, I hope you like this ^^,,,,comments are loved, I don't bite, so feel free to leave a comment